` a fairy's tale.

Slow spinning redemption.

2011-10-07T22:02:00.000+08:00

The new semester's here. In fact, today was my third day of school. Modules getting drier and facilitators getting ridiculous. Well, some actually. But whatever it is, I just hope I'll be able to do my best and get back the GPA that I have always been getting. *prays* And the best part is that I get to be in the same class AGAIN as Syida! :) Oh she has been my partner in crime when it comes to classes. ;) 3 semesters straight and I hope we'll get to be together till we graduate!

On a less bright note, I caught the fever bug not too long ago - just right before school started - and I swear it's been killing my ever since. My throat's been sooo dry and I keep drinking which makes my tummy so bloated to the extent that it's painful! The weather hasn't been helping either, rainy days just before school ends; almost impossible to get home straight. But then again, I just love this cold windy nights :)

Anws, the 1st counts the 11th month I've been with love and the date seems pretty nice - 011011 <3 Yes, I cant get over it. I've actually been typing this on twitter, fb etc. :D The time spent was memorable too. Although we didnt do much, I always loved every single second with him.

Well prolly cos I dont get to see him as much as I used to early this year and last year. :( He's having his attachments now and it's all the way in the EAST. Like far east. No not Orchard's Far East but far east. Okay you get what I mean. And i'm all the way here in the North :'( I know they say distance makes the heart grows fonder, yes it's definitely true but to the extent that I get to meet him once a week .... It gets so heart wrenching sometimes. Maybe, most of the time. That's one of the major reasons why I always spend the best out of the time we have during our dates. I'll end up spending the whole week thinking about it, looking forward to the next meet up and god knows how long Monday is from the weekends.

The fact of the matter is, he never once left my mind.

Together Everyone Achieves More; TEAM.

2011-09-07T23:26:00.000+08:00

Had 2 days of camp which was compulsory for us SOH students to attend. It was a resilience camp, literally. I never felt so tired and yet fun at the same time all together. Honestly, I didnt feel like attending it at all the day before and boy was I dreading. But after the camp, I felt like I have achieved something really big and I hope that it will help me at any time of the day or the year.

Of course, there were bound to be some rotten apples in the team but I was glad that it was only the minority. Otherwise I would have just to kill me right away.

Was also really happy that most of us were comfortable to work together after just a few hours of knowing each other. I mean, we had no choice right? So I think that we all had the same thoughts of making the best out of it. And we did :) I regret not exercising before this camp because really, we had to be both physically and mentally prepared. I feel that this camp really tests the mind because its tough. Hence, resilience.

Nevertheless, I enjoyed all the activities except for 1. Wouldn't wna spoil the fun by typing what all the activities were about though. Just gna state that I really hope one day, I would be able to overcome my claustrophobia cos honestly having phobias suck. It sucks big time. I felt like I was a failure for not being able to overcome it and a major loser, period. I swear I thought to myself that there was no point living if I cldn't face this phobia of mine but I.just.can't :'( I instantly cried the moment I got out from the place and I didnt want to actually. It just came out by itself. God at that moment, I really hated myself so much but then again, I had to put on a front to show that I was okay. Really, it was one of the saddest moments of my life, top 3.

You can say that I still had a great time despite some setbacks because the people I were with, were awesome and they never failed to encourage me throughout. :) Honestly, this kind of camps are like slaps in the face of reality.

Shit load.

2011-04-10T22:32:00.000+08:00

I cant seem to keep up with updates so I think for me to update my blog, i'd have to pile up every event I went to or had.

So far things with work has been down lately. The supervisor just doesnt want to send my time sheet to the HQ hence delaying my pay for a month. -.- Its so frustrating! I can't wait for the 3 months to be over. I need to change my job. Thinking of being a part time private tutor. It'll be better anws because the children might be more attentive at home rather than in school.
Besides that, worked for other small events just to earn extra pocket money. The good thing about some events is that they'd give you the allowance on the spot while some requires us to wait for at least a month even if you only worked for a day. Which sucks a lot. But its okay, I still know there's money coming in! :)

So far the hols have been quite good besides having to come down to sch for meetings and training for the Freshmen's orientation. Yupp, I volunteered to be a leader ;) Had to sacrifice most of my sleep for it. But all's good. I love how much we leaders bonded together. I seriously think that by the end of my 3 years in sch, I would know more than half of the students. Which is a good thing! :)) So im actually psyched for the orientation which is this coming Wed to Fri. Cant wait to see the freshies participate in the activities. Eggccciiitteedd :D

As for my social life, I finally had a date with Sophie baby! Was supposed to be an outing with the madjack babies but they kept pushing back the date! I just hope we'd still be able to meet any time soon :( So this are some of the pics during the date ..
Oh yes, did some shopping too :)

And the thing I hate about hols is that I rarely get to see baby :( If you ask me how often do I meet him, i'd say once a week. Not enough :'( But still, I appreciate having to meet him even if it takes me a minute. I know if he's in the army, it'd be worse. Okay shall not think about it.
Went for a couple of dates with him and these are the few shots I took during one of the dates ;)

So there it is! Updates for the past 1838927492 days that ive not been updating. There are other photos actually so do visit my FB page! :)
Have a good first day of sch :D

There's a possibility..

2011-03-15T00:02:00.000+08:00

The last week have been pretty much hectic but the class chalet was fun at the very least :) Was glad that Mom and Dad allowed me to stay overnight cos usually they'd go haywire if I were to mention the word "chalet". Didnt slept the whole night cos I wouldnt wna waste my night with my friends. Stayed up by telling ghost stories (the norm) and sharing a lil' on life. Hopefully we'll have another gathering soon! :)

Besides that, been going on dates too with love and I just love his company more as days pass by! Im just so blessed to have him. :') These are a few pics of him and I during our movie date earlier today. Caught Big Momma! :D

Before I forgot, all of us would have already known of the conditions in Japan right now. It's pain to see what they are facing and deep down, I really wna help. If there's any info on how I can donate, pls do pm me thru fb or by any means. It makes me feel useless if I dont get to help because I feel that it isnt enough just by praying. Just imagine how much lives have been lost within a second. It saddens me. A lot.
And to those who have been saying that this was what Japan deserved because of Pearl Harbour and WWII, to hell with you and you are the ones who dont deserve to live. Those Japanese who were involved in it during that time might not even be living now due to old age and dont tell me that you feel those who werent involved in it like the teenagers who are my age or babies, deserve this?? They dont. Stop living in the past and stop this demon behaviour. Have a heart.
Right now, I hope there wont be any bad news for them anymore. God, pls hear me out, pls let the survivors be in safe hands and let them have hope to live. <3

As I stare at the reflection in the mirror.

2011-02-26T02:32:00.000+08:00

On some days, I feel like everything's gg well. And on some days, I feel like everything doesnt stay in place.

Why cant things be permanent? Why cant it be the way I want it to be? Why must I go thru it the hard way when there's always an easy way? Dont get me wrong, I know the answers to all these questions but still, why do I have to go through a lot of downs in life just to get to the good ones?

I know all of you may think that im full of negativity and not having the self-confidence but you know what? It's hard. It's very hard. Life is an utter and complete mess no matter how perfect you want it to be. Accept that some days you're the pigeon, and some days, you're the statue.

We get up, we laugh, we live, we love but really, we still fall at times. Right? That's my point. Im tired. Tired of getting up, falling down on my knees and getting back up again. I admit, at some point in my life, I really feel like these life quotes are just there to keep us going. But what if they weren't there? Would we even have the strength to get back up? I know our friends and loved ones would be there for us but what if in this entire world, we dont really have anyone?

Im not letting anyone down, really, im not. I know that I shouldnt even be ranting about this and bringing every one down with me. But I just feel like im weak. And im not strong. I keep telling my friends to be but why cant I just tell myself to be? Why is it so difficult to convince myself?

I guess im a mess right now. In such a mess. I need to get my life straight. These stress on me isnt getting anywhere. Im always worrying and these thoughts, they keep haunting me. Why is it so easy to think of all the negativities but not the positivities? I prayed, I did everything I could to calm myself down but they just keep coming back.

Maybe, just maybe, I need faith and believe in myself. I need to start caring for myself and not letting myself down every single time. And when a good opportunity or moment comes, I would embrace it and not let my worries bother me.

But really, would it be easy for you to not worry and have this kind of thoughts at a time like this?

Just be true to who you are.

2011-02-20T00:00:00.000+08:00

Abandoned my blog yet again :( Sorry peeps, just that exams started and I cant find the time to update. You know, ive always wanted to update every single thing that happened to me because past few weeks have been hectic, fun and everything mixed together. Ive yet to update you guys on Taylor Swift's concert!

Let me tell you this, her concert was simply magic. M.A.G.I.C. :') I swear I cldnt control my tears when she stepped on the arena. I remembered arriving minutes earlier and a few white vehicles came too. So there were many fans running for it thinking it was her and unfortunately for me, I cldnt see a thing. I was depressed for a moment cos I thought it was really her. Turns out it was Sezairi, Singapore Idol's winner, who was supposed doing the opening act. But a few minutes later, it was really her!!! She was soooo close to me!!!! Sadly I didnt get her autograph or a hug from her but its okay cos ....

Yepp, you've guessed it. I WAS THAT CLOSE YOU MAFACKASS! hahaha sorry, was jus joshing. But hell yeah I was that close. I can never forget that moment when I saw her. I swear we had a minute together :') Just that one glance. haaaa ...

And these are her, live, in action :)))

Isnt she just the sweetest? :))))

Goodness I can never get enough of her. <3 She was quirky and cocky when she was on stage. Remixed Apologize by One Republic and Im Yours by Jason Mraz in 2 of her songs. And she played the Ukulele too! :D

Was thinking of uploading some of her vids but it took too long! So im sorry but you guys wont be able to see it. heh.

Anyways, all this would not be possible without baby actually buying the tickets for me on my Birthday. :') I really wna express my greatest gratitude for you have granted one of my wishes that I really was hoping it'd come true. And it sure did. :D Made me teared and smiled at the same time. If I ever had the chance to go back to any of the days in my life, it would have to be this faithful day. I love it and I love my bf very very much <3

xoxo

You think so?

2011-01-26T22:10:00.000+08:00

If you think life is easy, think again. There's always a time when you face full of excitements and then it's over just in a sec. Trust me, it feels like ****.

Dont mind me. I just got loads to do week after week. Just when I thought I was done with etp then I found out, we had yet another marketing **** to do. Then UT3 is just around the bloody corner. See. Life gives you lemons just when you had the most nicest desert.

I was really happy when I had an opportunity to be interviewed for an article in the Newpaper, got a chance to join a competition for etp BUT this had to happen. It really does you know. I was friggin happy for a min and then bad things can just come to you like it never did.

So to hell with being so positive because even if you are, something will definitely pull you down. Mark my words.

You just have to find a way to pull yourself back up. If you can that is.

Chaos.

2011-01-19T08:26:00.001+08:00

Yesterday proved one of the toughest day of my life. Only one out of 3829104082.
I had to tutor primary 2 students and I was given only 2. Although it was only 2 of them, it seemed like I was teaching a whole class. God it was tough! They kept getting distracted by what nots and I was on the verge of shouting at them. But I didnt cos I dont see the point. I guess by shouting at them it'll get worse. And what was worse was that I was told to teach them along the corridors of the sch. Correct me if im wrg, is it appropriate to be teaching kids along the corridors? Are they stupid or am I just stupid? Obviously they will get distracted by all things!
If you think thats bad, one of them even hit his head on the concrete and cried -.- See! Told them not to play but noooo, no one would listen. And I was supposed to be teaching for an hour and a half but they kept pestering me that they wanted to leave so ended up, I only managed to teach them for an hour. AN HOUR. Goodness man. I dont know how I can work with them. I just hope they'll revert my email.
Yerrp, I requested for one kid or the least, female students. I can't control male students. NO way. They're too tough to handle. What more when I have no experience in tutoring. :'(
WORSE 1ST EXPERIENCE.

Hectic

2011-01-13T14:42:00.000+08:00

Sorry for abandoning my blog. I know, I should update more. But I just cant seem to find the time. Last week was a real hectic and chaotic week. I was involved in RP's open house and on the same dates, I had a fashion show. Fortunate for us, we won the 1st place! :D You should have seen our reaction. We were so glad and the prize was a $300 voucher from Capital Land Mall. Which means, we can shop at any malls that are under CLM and not pay anything! We can even use it on sales items. Jealous yet? Huhu~

Besides that, I had UT for the following week and they were a killer. Math and Financial accounting should never be side by side. I swear I couldnt function for the whole day before the test. I didnt even paid attention in class when I was supposed to. Ohh yes, not forgetting our business plan for entrepreneurship. Goodness. The dateline is today and we had to stay back in school till late to complete the remaining ones. You can say that I had lack of sleep. Even when im trying to slpg, I cant cos I think too much about things that I have not done. Thats what you get when you keep procrastinating. -_-

So anws, am actually in class right now. Having math module. ^^ But I cant give a shit about it. Pictures anyone?

For more, kindly go to http://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=675556938 :) <3

Can you feel this magic in the air? It must have been the way you kissed me.

2010-12-30T23:43:00.003+08:00

In an hours time, 2010 would be gone soon; exactly a day left. Loads happen during the year of 2010. Getting into a polytechnic was one of my greatest achievements for me cos I know it wasn't easy. Meeting new people and going into a new environment wasn't as easy either. But it was all worth it because I met great people. People who were there for me when I was facing the downs in life and also the ups; new classmates, schoolmates or just plain ordinary friends. Not forgetting, those who have been with me throughout the years that I've been living; my family, my girls, my old sec sch mates. <3 I wna thank all of you for playing a big part in my life and I would never wna lose any one of you. :)

As I grow up and turn 18, I began to realize a lot has changed and it's when I really have to venture out on my own as a young lady. I had to go through a lot of rough situations and it's in situations like this that you just feel like giving up or simply lose hope. Indeed, 2010 proved that I had to be independent and face how reality is like. I had to tell myself that I cannot be spoon fed anymore and honestly, it's difficult. But motivations and encouragements from loved ones certainly helped me a lot. :') Hence I hope 2011 would be smooth sailing and even if I have to face obstacles, I would be able to cope with it just like how I did in 2010.

However the most important thing that happened to me was that I found someone special. It might sound cliche but he really is special. I never thought I could bring myself to open my heart again. It was painful for me to be going through those tormenting days when I was left crying and hoping that things would take a turn for me. And it really did. I was glad God answered my prayers when I seeked for forgiveness and to be myself again. He sent me someone that changed my perception of everything that I thought it was. And I thank Him for that.

Right now, I know I wna be with this young man for as long as I live. His kindness is beyond words and everything about him is just so nice. See, even I can't find the right word. But its true, he changed me from being an emotional wreck to a girl who started believing in herself. I love his company for every single second i'm with him and I love him for who he is.

Baby if you're reading this, I wna let you know that whatever I have stated here is true and came from the bottom of my heart. <3 I never wna leave you neither do I want you to leave me. We'll be happy together and I just know it. :)

I hope 2011 would be nice to me and to all of you readers, Happy New Year <3 =)

2010-12-20T19:14:00.000+08:00

Few things happened while I was away from blogging. First up, I watch Rapunzel with baby last week and it was great! Rating wld be 11/10. You got that right! ELEVEN :D How I wished I had long hair like her. Best thing about it is that it glows. ^^ Awesomesxz.

And I got a job! Ima be a tutor for primary sch students. Cute ain't it? :)) A job that I've always wanted. I just hope it'll be okay and the students won't be too hard to handle. As usual, I made a fool of myself during the interview but I was glad I got through and they gave me a chance to be one. :)

Anws, baby's away for Mauritius :( I cant wait till he gets home tmr. I'm just not used to no one being there for me to complain to or share about my days. I guess I just love his company a lot. And I loved how we spent Saturday together. <3 I love him like no other.

Speaking of which, I will be away for 2 days starting from tmr because I have to attend a camp in sch. And i'm leaving SG on Friday till Monday. I know right! I'll be away like forever. I have loads to do this hols. It's way too packed. When I get back from my vacation, i'd have to attend a briefing for my job and then prepare for my fashion show. Then when sch reopens, it'll alr be UT2. Like whatafck. So many things to do so little time :(

I hope you guys would have a great holiday and merry x'mas! :D

That's him.

2010-12-07T22:50:00.002+08:00

Every girl needs a man; the kind that will treat you right as well as others; the kind that has enough respect for himself, family, and others; the one that will change for you to just be with you. The kind that searches for you with his heart, the kind that can be trusted alone with a room full of many other beautiful ladies, the kind that won’t cheat on you cause he knows he’s got all he wants and needs already, the kind that’s willing to be your friend and lover, the kind that doesn’t mind calling early in the morning to say good morning and late at night to say good night; maybe even sing you a good morning and tell you a good night story or talk to you until you fall asleep. That kind that will do anything for you, even if it’s just to buy your favorite kind of candy. The kind that will defend and fight for you, the kind that won’t ditch you for his friends when you need him the most, the kind that won’t leave you lonely and wondering. The kind that isn’t afraid to smile to his friends every time you’re around and tell them, “She’s the one.” The kind that appreciates you for the things to do for him, even if they’re small gestures. The kind that actually thanks you for the little love notes you leave him, the kind that is willing to wait for you when you’re falling behind, the kind that will actually open the door for you, take you out on dates once in a while and buy you flowers cause it’s a Wednesday. The kind that notices your hair when you just got it cut or done beautifully for him, the kind that reminds you that he loves you and that he’s happy with you in case you forget. The kind that kisses your forehead when you’re down, the kind that tells you to be strong and not to cry, the kind that will go through thick and thin with, and for you, the kind that just loves you for who you are. That kind of man, that’s the kind you keep.
Baby, I hope you're reading this. <3

Creamery.

2010-12-06T22:25:00.000+08:00

Today was as great as any other days that I've been with Ashton :) Loved every single min of it.
Headed to Adam Road to have one of the best Mee Soto's and after which, had desert at Island Creamery. I swear it was heaven. I mean c'mon, do you often see Teh Tarik flavored ice cream? And Apple Pie flavored?? Okay maybe apple but certainly not APPLE PIE! Such a lovely way to be spending in a lovely weather like this with baby <3

So anws, I can foresee a busy week ahead just 2 weeks before holidays. Have to get done with the designs for the fashion show and after which, the entrepreneurship week. My goodness, so many things to do but so little time. I guess I need to get myself an organiser alr. And I have to make sure that I follow it. Otherwise, I'd be left behind and forgot so many impt dates! Honestly, I've been forgetful nowadays and it sucks. Lucky baby's there to remind me. Thank you love :)

Now that December's here, it'll be the cold season. I can't wait to see the lights with baby this Saturday. Gna catch a movie too! Awesomesxz. I just love how everything falls in to place nicely now. :)

It wasn't a dream.

2010-12-05T17:27:00.000+08:00

Birthday Photos :)

How it's gna be.

2010-11-26T23:16:00.000+08:00

So my bday just passed. It was mad awesome :)

I didn't expect anything from anyone because I thought it'd just be any normal days. But I was wrong. Baby surprised me in the morning by stalking from the back and gave me 20 roses. I swear I almost fainted cos I thought it was someone who was really stalking me! It was worth it actually. Cos I almost teared :') Reached sch and the class gave me a surprise before UT. Such sweetness but I had to give free 18 hugs to random people before I could eat my cake -.- hahaha. It was all just for fun and I appreciate it loads! <3

It was the night that made my birthday such a special one. Baby brought me to have dinner at MadJacks' and he gave me something so valuable to me; tickets to Taylor Swift's concert :') I was so shocked I cried. I really didn't know I would have the chance to go due to problems with $. I can't wait to go even if it's in Feb. Omg spasm man!

Not forgetting my cousin who surprised me a day later with chocolates and his whole classmates. Can't describe how shy I was. I could feel my face getting all pink and red. :$ But it was such a nice gesture. :))

All in all, I had the best 18th even though it was a simple celebration. I can never forget this day. Ever. I love all who wished me and I love all who remembered.

Pics will be up once i've edited it. :)

Oh yes, almost forgot, my parents brought me to dinner too. One hellu'fa dinner that is ;)

Abandoned.

2010-11-22T22:58:00.002+08:00

SORRY FOR ABANDONING YOU DEAR BLOGGER. :(

Anws, turning 18 in an hour more! :D

Don't let me fall.

2010-11-09T22:26:00.000+08:00

So far, things have been smooth sailing for me and i'm glad that i'm smiling more now. To think back about how I was a few months ago, I really cannot believe that I could actually get back up on my feet. I'm so glad for all the support around me. And I can never get enough of saying how much I love Ashton's presence and company around me. :')

Anws, tests starts this Thursday and my revisions are halfway done. Honestly, I only paid less than half of my attention in class and right now, i'm struggling a bit. Hence, the slowness of trying my very best to understand the 6ps and whatever pre-readings there is. Omg, this reminds me so much of my O level period. Oh how much I missed it :( Speaking of which, it's happening right now isn't it? So to those who are reading this, do well for your remaining papers! :D

Sidetrack, have ya'll heard that Taylor Swift's cmg to SG like next yr in FEB?! OMG SPASM. And the tickets are like selling fast! The whole of Category 1 is sold out D: I was so upset and disappointed after discussing some issues about it with Mommy. I might not even go :( This is one of the saddest things i'm facing in life right now. Just when I thought I can meet my idol. I can feel my heart breaking :'( OKAY NOT GNA TALK ABT IT.

And apologies for the lack of updates. Will try to do it more often! :)

I didn't give up.

2010-11-02T08:23:00.000+08:00

Life's been pretty good for me so far. I've got a ring on my fourth finger :') And i'm happy.

Side note, celebrated Halloween on Friday which was held in sch with Reena and Sunday with the girls. Mad awesome and fun! Had one of the best experiences of my life and I dressed up as an Angel ^^ Anws, we just celebrated it for fun. Not that we bow to the Satan or anything. And I was dressed as Angel, so how contradicting would that be? :)

Not forgetting, my fashion design team and I got through the 2nd round!! Cant wait to start on our designs and hopefully we'll get thru the 3rd. *crosses fingers* If we succeed, we can even sell it! How cool can that be? Now I feel like a professional already. :D

Alright, best be off now. Cos i'm in class and lesson's starting soon.

HAVE A GOOD DAY LOVELIES! xoxo

(Pics will be up on fb and some here)

Reasons why I still believed in love.

2010-10-24T17:48:00.000+08:00

Last Friday was somewhat a stress relief for me. After what happened at home, I had dinner with mommy to clear things out with her. And I also told her about the incident (that caused me never ending nights and miserable mornings) which really lifted some weight off my shoulders. I was glad she understood me despite our age gaps which she may think the problems that I faced were somewhat small problems. But she knew how difficult it was for me to go through it and she told me to never give up. I love how she advices me, I will feel so contented after that. And I look up to her for that <3

So anws, I went to the beach yesterday and it was mad awesome and a great time spent with Ashton <3 :) And the weather was perfect; not too hot, not too cold. If only it didn't had to end. But the main point here is that, i'm starting to kind of believe in that thing you call, love, again. Cos he's the reason why :')

One of the reasons God sent to make me feel accepted :')

I can see it now.

2010-10-20T22:59:00.000+08:00

I'm smiling all over again :) I'm still trying to be happy once and for all. I hope to leave whatever that's holding me back to be happy behind because I wouldn't wna disappoint my loved ones. I love how much they support me and have my back and this was partly the reason why I told myself I cannot be thinking all the time. This is the point where I told myself that's it, I cannot be suffering at the expense of someone else. I just hope that in time to come, I will regain back my confidence just like the old times.

And also because, you make me shine like the sun, fall out of bed, sing like a bird, dizzy in my head, spin like a record and crazy on a Sunday night <3

I said I think i'm going to Boston.

2010-10-17T01:19:00.000+08:00

Days have been good for me. Although I might still be facing my downs in life, I will never fail to remind myself of why I deserve to smile and be happy. I still know that eventually all good things will come to an end but I shall enjoy it while it lasts. Though I hope it won't.

First week of school was okay. Such a routine thing to do everyday but i'm glad that my classmates are beginning to get close and I can feel the bond between us. :) Let's hope we'll have an outing so that we will be even closer. But anws, we were told that there was a project coming up in week 4 for Entrepreneurship and I bet i'm going to be friggin' busy. What more when I joined a fashion design competition. Yes I did :D Along with 4 other friends of mine. Definitely can't wait to start on that! I really hope we'll win at least one prize even if we don't come in the first place. I'll keep my fingers crossed.

Sidetrack, have you guys ever heard of philophobia?

Alone.

2010-10-12T15:57:00.000+08:00

And so, I survived my first day of sch :) The class was okay. Managed to speak up cos I wouldnt want it to be too awkward and anws, I had no other choice. Hopefully we'll be as closely knit as my previous class. But I know i'm missing my old class alr. I sometimes feel like crying. Heh.

Anws, today started off with MATH. Yes, math on the first day of sch and I had to be the team leader. But oh wells, I didnt even feel like I was the leader cos we did everything equally :) I kinda liked today's group cos all were girls and we could click well. Sadly, we have to change every 3 weeks. Damnit man. First we have to change class and we cant even stay in the same team ! Sucks ttc.

Too bad i've got no choice but to deal with it.

And im alone in class now cos sch ended like half an hour ago. But waiting for Ashton takes forever! hahahaha. CIAO :D

So unfair.

2010-10-10T20:24:00.000+08:00

You know there's this saying, "Life is never fair". Well a matter of fact is, it is true. Just when you're experiencing something exciting, there will definitely be something that'll bring you down. And you get so affected by it that even all the excitement around you no longer makes you happy. Instead, it'll make you even more depressed. Cos when you're facing the downs in life, you can never concentrate on being happy. No matter how much you try. Trust me, the feeling sucks. Then you'd be thinking of what you did to deserve this. Yeah some might say, karma bites. That is definitely a fact and you cant run away from it. But sometimes, it's not karma. It just so happens that you don't get the right treatment and you don't know why. You got embarrassed by a person and when you think back, you don't deserve this shit. All along you were fine and things just got out of hand. What's worse is that the person told you secrets that hurt you but still you kept it in and not say out your feelings and now, he/she just treats you like as if you don't own a heart. And for him/her to not even care, it just kills you. I guess it might have killed me.

So here's to you,
I know what you have seen and I know what you're thinking or trying to do. I'm not dumb neither am I stupid. For you to treat me in such a way, it's not fair. All along I've tried to mend things with you but I guess you're looking for someone else. You've never told me anything to convince me and now you try ruining me? You, sir, have the least respect towards me after what you did. Don't try to tell me that you don't know what i'm talking about because I am sure as hell that you know. You're the same old you cos of what you did. Yes, i'm not even doubting to say that cos it shows. It really does. And i'm glad I didn't turn back.

WTF?

2010-10-10T13:45:00.001+08:00

But you dont have the freaking right to treat me like bullshit. You know?

2010-10-10T02:00:00.000+08:00

Super fun dayy with Ashton ! :D
And the pic that cuts his face, heh, dont ask me. A matter of vertically challenged. ^^

"The Other Guys" was mad awesomesxz. Be sure to catch it if you havent ! :))

After all, I am my own wonderwall.

2010-10-08T16:38:00.000+08:00

So I just got home from sch cos I had to check my results. And ... I passed :) Im so relieved after like 2 days of not getting the chance to check cos there was something wrg with my connection. And (!) i'm still in the same class with one of my close classmates :D Omg, i'm so happy. A pair of good news for today. :))
Anyhoose, was supposed to head down to waterfront later tonight but all cldn't make it so I guess ima just hibernate. It's gna rain soon anws so why not?
Oh yes, tmr is TGIS ! :DD <3

For the whole that I missed.

2010-10-07T18:33:00.000+08:00

So here I am once again :) I guess I decided to keep both. As in tumblr and blog. Cos I love to rant but I just cldnt find the time.
Anyone missed me yet? ;)
Yeahh, changed the layout and all. Kept the links that are true to blogger. No hard feelings to the rest.
So anws, I was actually having my hols throughout the month of September and October but sch's starting soon which is like next Tuesday. What a drag! And i've yet to check my results when almost the whole sch have checked theirs. Idk wht's up with mine. :(
Besides that, I had a fun time spending raya with my loved ones and of course my new poly mates :) I guess i've gained a few pounds after eating all the delicacies and having endless feasts. Dont bother asking me about my jog. I've forgotten when I last had it. It's been 2 months I suppose. Not to worry, ima start reeaall soon!
Actually, quite a few things happened to me but I just can't spurt everything here. Not cos I dont want to but partly cos I forgot and partly cos I dont wna be too emotional. :) So yeah.

Keep reading till then :D
I love you all the saaaame.

The sharp knife of a short life.

2010-09-23T01:27:00.002+08:00

Somehow, I just feel like using blogger again. :/

I guess it's better when I pour out my feelings here rather than tumblr. Cos at times, I feel insecure when it comes to it. Maybe tumblr is best when it comes to pouring out my feelings through pictures. So maybe, just maybe, I'll continue with blogger again :D

Stay tune for more lovelies and keep on tagging ! ;))

and everything nice.

2010-06-02T23:51:00.000+08:00

and everything nice.

My tumblr :)

2010-06-02T20:55:00.003+08:00

Days have been pretty normal for me. Except for the fact that I went shopping for 4 days straight. :D Of course im not gna stop there. ^^

Anws, had an audition earlier this afternoon. Seriously hoping that I can get in. But no worries cos the judge just told me that I could have another opportunity for some other events. Pray for me people :)) I had no idea why but the moment I stepped in the house, I was damn shagged. Slept for what seemed like a day and I had the beeesssttt dream everr. I didnt wna wake up cos it felt soooo real ! Sadly I had to and only to find out it was nothing.but.a.dream. Nothing. :(

On a brighter note, there's another flea market this coming Sat ! Ima tell you this, one day, flea markets are gna take over shopping malls. Without a doubt. Call me the next Lee Kuan Yew or whatever, it's gna come true. I alr have it visioned ;DD Then SG is gna be the next Bangkok. Street shops everywhere. Hahahaha.

And I hope this Sat's sheesha session will be on !! Pls make it my dear friends. Its been some time that we had a meet up.

That's all for now. Cheerios my darlings.

2010-05-30T00:22:00.002+08:00

Okay I know. You dont have to say it. Im lacking of updates. Yes. Its just cos things ard me have been soo fun that I totally abandon my blogg. It's not that I hate updating. It's just that I cant find the time although 3/4 of my day is spent on my laptop. Hehhh. I think I should put a post it saying "Update blog often" on my desktop so that I wont disappoint you readers. Or are there any?? Lol.

Anyhoose, you girls should know by now, GSS is here !!! I've started my retail therapy on Friday and you can totally say that im one happy girl right now. Apparels everywhere are mad cheap ! Even high end stores. So glad that I finally bought a decent pair of jeans. :DD I need a walk in closet right now cos my closet's full of unnecessary clothes. I guess it's best that I sell it or even give it to charity. Which simply means, I need more clothes. Ima shop till I drop ;))

Alright nuff of that.

On another brighter note, im heading to my nephew's 1st month bday party tmr !! Okay since it's alr after 12, it's actually later. Im sooo psyched ! Cant wait to see my new nephew. I shall head to bed now cos im totally shagged from shopping early this afternoon.

Have an enjoyable day ahead my loved ones :))

2010-05-22T14:44:00.003+08:00

School's been pretty fine if u asked me. Now that i'm almost done with UT, I really cant wait for the holidays ! I seriously need it. Life in RP has made me lose my brain cells by the second. Period. But still, I love the company there. Nothing beats a day with guurrreeaaat classmates :D

Currently watching The Notebook on channel 5 and you can say that i'm a happy girl :)) I literally pinched myself to see if it was really The Notebook. This movie sure made me cried a whole lot. Undying LGMH. ;D Im thinking of finding the novel itself although i've watched it like the 2nd time now. Maybe the story in the novel would be better than this? Who knows cos movies arent always what they're supposed to be in a book. So if anyone knows where I can find it, pls leave a tag at the tagboard. Tyvm.

Was supposed to get my butt at SCAPE today cos there's a flea market but there's one too next week so I guess ima go to next week's. Cos then I can save more money and by that time, it'll alr be the holidays :) And I so cant wait the class's outing to Sentosa. It's about time we have a gathering. So far only 2 plans for my holidays. Lol.

Alrighty ima get done with the movie and start studying for my last two UT. Been procrastinating lately. Ahhhhh, that oh so wonderful word.

2010-05-18T10:17:00.003+08:00

Hello fellow bloggers. Yeah I know it's been quite some time that I updated my blog with proper posts. School's getting kinda hectic and I just did the unthinkable yst. :| Oh wells, I couldnt take it and I guess that was the best thing to do. No?

Anws, UT's here and I've gta mug hard to get my good grades since i'm always getting B's. I want more A's pls ? 4 is not enough for me. Nyehaha, jk :)

In class right now and i've got nothing to do. So I thought of posting one short and sweet post. :D I guess that's all I have to say.

So long lovelies. :))

<3<3<3<3<3<3<3

2010-05-08T17:11:00.003+08:00

A very special dedication for my Mommy. :)

Dear Mommy,

I wna thank you for everything you have done for me and for the times that you were there for me. By everything, I seriously meant it literally. From washing my small butt when I was young to being there for me when I had my very first break up. A mother's job is the most toughest job in the entire universe and I salute you for that. You can do almost anything even when you're tired. No words could describe your strength. Be it in terms of physical or mentality. You're the person I look up to every single time and day.

Even when I hurt you at times, I will never stop loving you. And im sorry to disappoint you at times. I never meant to do it. I hope i'll make you proud some day. :) I've got nothing in hand for you right now Mommy. But I hope this dedication is enough. You're the best Mommy anyone could ever ask for and no one can replace you.

I LOVE YOU EVERY DAY, EVERY NIGHT, EVERY HOUR, EVERY MIN, EVERY SEC, EVERY MICRO/MILLI SEC. :D

2010-05-01T14:55:00.002+08:00

I kinda missed those days when I was still young. No worries, no stress, no pressure. The only thing you have to worry about is when you land yourself into trouble. And those troubles aren't too serious anws. When you cry, you know there's always someone there to comfort you and sing or put you to sleep. When you find yourself with nothing to do, you'd just play like there's no tmr. When you're too curious about stuff, someone would always be there to tell you what's right and what's wrong. Sadly enough, those days have passed and we're all grown up.

Now we find ourselves doing everything on our own. Though there are still some out there who would guide us, we cannot depend on them too much. Now, we really, truly, know the real world. How cruel the world is and how much hatred there is. We find ourselves getting hurt and again and when you want to cry, you just have to keep it in knowing that it's shameful to cry our hearts out. When we fall, we have to get back up on our own two feet and get moving with life. And everything lies in our hands. Decisions and all. No one could help cos it's up to us now.

Then at some points in life, you find that your parents are not always there for you. Knowing that you're alr grown up, they'd think that you can be on your own. But some times, we ourselves drift apart from them. Cos we'd have no common interest. (Generally though cos I know there are some out there who's still close to their parents.)

From barbies to magazines, from fake nails to nail polishes, from milk to alcohols, from lullabies to club music, from baby powder to thick make-up and from innocent dresses to skimpy wear. What have the world change us in to .. I know it might be contradicting for me to say this but every time when i'm alone, I keep thinking about this. Especially when i'm travelling alone on the MRT and seeing children with their parents. I'm not stereotyping or anything but we have to open our big and pretty eyes and see the change in us right now.

2010-04-28T21:21:00.002+08:00

" I'll never be the same, if we ever meet again ... "

Reasons on why i've not been posting :

MAIN POINT - Too busy with school

1) Sch ends at 330 everyday. But I dont usually leave straight away.

2) Once I've reached home, i'm too tired to think and remember what happened cos I need to do hell loads of thinking in sch.

3) RJ, quiz and evaluation have to be done before 11:59 am. As usual, I'll always procrastinate and end up listening to songs and dazing on fb.

So yeahh , there you have it. Basically, i'm just plain lazy. hahaha. But sch's been sch .. Never a day goes by that I dont feel my brain cells are getting lesser. Seriously, with presentations done everyday, I can go crazaayyeee. I hope i'll be a pro at presentations once im done with the 3 years in poly. :)

Anws, if you honeys and lovelies realised, the weather's been rather unpredictable. One min it's fricking hawt, the other it starts to rain. I can still remember how close the lightning was to me last Thursday. I thought that was it. My shoes always gets wet and I hate it. Cos it'll be so squishy and all. tssskk. That aside, I've been enjoying the walks home actually. :D

So far, my daily grades are all B's and only one freakin' A. I just hope I wont get a C anytime soon. Oh please dear Science, can you not pls get any tougher ??

2010-04-22T20:14:00.002+08:00

School's been great cos time past really fast in there. Im glad my classmates are all super friendly and nice. =) So far, lessons are okay but im still trying to adapt to the learning system. I think im alr hating on science ever since I had my first day of sch. What do you expect when I had to answer BIO questions. I know nuts about it. But lucky for me, I had such nice team members. ;D So the rest of the modules are okay and I've got an A for my math !!! COOL. Besides that, im making more and more friends everyday. And I will never be surprised if they were to know my other friends. Indeed, the world is getting smaller.

On the other hand, i've alr signed up for a few IGs and im guessing, I still want the limelight. HAHA. It's been eons since I got on stage. But im not ready for any auditions though.

Alright, I think that's all I have to say. Not sure of what to write anymore. Otherwise, do you readers wna know anything ?? =))

2010-04-21T21:44:00.006+08:00

Few pics that I've promised. My FOP and the outing I had with my girls.

Anws, if you ask me, i'd say sch is nothing but fun. =) Presentations everyday can make me improve my public speaking and confidence !! Sorry for the lack of updates. Otherwise, stay tuned ;DD

2010-04-15T18:47:00.002+08:00

I fucking love my orientation cos it was fucking fun ! The last day was fucking zawsome to the maximum !!!!! Cos it was Jam&Hop. ;DDDDD I swear I didnt feel like going home though the next day was schling which was today ! I was fucking hyped that I danced with almost everybody. Even ppl i dont know. HAHAHA. Although something happened in the midst of me having fun, nothing can stop me dancing ! FUUUHHHHHH. I cant wait to step in a REAL club. ;))))) Come , next week pahhhhh ? HAHAHA ! jk. Pics will be up soon. (I know I still owe the pics from my outing with my girls. HEHH)

Anyhoose, sch today was cool and fun though I didnt know nuts about bio. I almost wanted to cry when I saw the problem that we had to solve. Seriously, I felt stupid. But lucky for me, I had nice team members which was there to help me. Im loving them alr =)) Cant wait for sch tmr though it's maths for the whole day. -_- But nvm ! As long as I have friends to keep me company, im excited enough. ;D

Okay im very excited and idk why and I cant post properly due to that. COS NOTHING CAN DESCRIBE HOW MUCH FUN I HAD. =D

2010-04-11T13:33:00.005+08:00

Today marks my final day of my 6 months break. Yes, time flies very fast. It felt as though I just had my O levels yesterday. Okay that's kinda exaggerating but seriously, that's how I feel. With that, im gna share with you my top 10 most memorable moments from the 6 months that I had.

10:

Celebrated my 17th birthday with my beloved classmates and it was just 2 weeks after the big Os. I've never had my birthday celebrated in school cos by that time, it'll alr be sch holidays. So it was definitely fun and unforgettable for me cos it was held at Sentosa. Im lucky I shared it with 2 other classmates of mine. It wasnt only a celebration of birthdays, it was also a reunion for the whole class before we went our separate ways. Thus, it was a bittersweet moment. Can never forget that date, 23rd November 2009. :)

Had a mini slumber party during countdown with Shiqin and Ika and that was the 3rd time spending my countdown with them. 3 years straight. :)) Nad and Ira was supposed to come but they couldnt make it. Still, I enjoyed the night cos we had a moment of truth and went to a place where we could count stars. Ahhhhh, nothing beats a night counting pretty stars and taking a whole lot of pics. Lovin' that night. :)

Received my long and awaited results. I could remember vividly in my mind of how that day went. Was practically perspiring the whole night cos I was very restless. The moment the sun rosed, I knew I couldnt turn back. My result slip was alr in the hands of my teacher. Woke up real early to get our (Ika and I) hairs sprayed black. Yupp, we dyed our hairs brown ;D We were surprised when some of them didnt get theirs sprayed black or had it trimmed and yet they could still receive their results slip. But anyhoose, the main point right here is that, I actually got the points that I was aiming for. Well, not exactly but I was still happy with it. :) I was glad that I aced my English because it was really tough for me to get a good grade cos apparently my teacher was too strict in her marking. Oh wells, I managed to pass it anws. I remembered calling mommy while crying and the next thing she did was to call all the ppl she knows and let them know abt it. Haha, can never forget that faithful day. :D

Collected my bursary of $350 and I was so smexcited cos I didnt had to work and I was alr receiving mullahs. Couldnt contain myself when I was holding the cheque. ;D It was also the day when mommy passed me my credit card and thought that I was old enough to keep it myself. Of course, cash flowed out of my bank like water and that was when I knew, I can never handle money. It was sooooo tempting for me when I see nice clothes cos it's been eons since I shopped. Just cause of Os. Lucky my mommy didnt take the card away from me. I promise once sch starts, i'll save as much as I can. ;)

Had my first job which I dont think was pleasant for me cos it was F&B. Dont really wna elaborate on that; the fact that I dropped a lot of cutleries at the most busy hour. Seriously, I felt like I was about to die. But I manage to get another job which was at a push-cart. More to my liking cos it was retails. Love the experience but hate the people. And during this working days, I had to travel alone which honestly, I dont really favour. The first day that I had to work was the very first day that I traveled alone. So yeah, one of the great happenings too :D

Watched a movie entitled Paranormal Activity and couldnt sleep properly for almost a month. Yeahh, I didnt tell anyone about this. All I said was that I couldnt sleep for 3 days. Hell no. It took me almost a month. :( Whenever the clock strikes 3, I just can't shut my eyes. For those who have not watched it till today, watch it to know why. So for that month, i'll always end up slpg after 4. To get the time to pass, i'll always talk to friends on the phone. Hence, my eye bags. Trust me, I will never watch those kind of movies ever again.

Made a decision which left my parents to have an argument with each other. I felt really down and I thought that's it, I will never go anywhere in life. Every single time I make a decision, there's ought to be someone against it. And I thought, why not follow my heart. I did but I never thought things will turn out this way. It took some time for daddy to accept this and im happy he did. It's all up to me now to prove that I can make it. I'll do whatever it takes to make myself succeed.

My favourite idol won SG idol. HAHA. To tell you guys the truth, I ALMOST fell deeply in love with him. Yupp, this is another secret of mine. Though most of my close friends may think that I was just joking whenever I tell them that he was my boyfriend, they still dont know that somewhere, somehow, I just hope he was really mine. LOL ! Im even laughing to myself while typing this. :D How silly can I be? But of course, I had to wake up and tell myself that it'll never happen. The only way to stop me from falling in the trap was to stop watching SG idol. And it worked ! :DD Fuhh was I relieved.

Started learning how to play the guitar. Yes it was damn tough for me cos I know nuts about guitar. It might look easy though but seriously, I almost cried when I had to press my fingers against the guitar strings. A friend told me that I had to keep doing that so it'd be easy the next time I play it. Not forgetting, I had to cut my finger nails so deep and if it's not deep, I had to file it. It really takes a lot to play the guitar. But im willing to go the extra mile just for it. ;D

Had the most wonderful guy in my life whom spent loads of money on me and never complaint. Brought me on long rides on his motor bike and to the nicest places in Singapore. Willing to sacrifice his time for me and spend long nights with me on the phone. Sang me songs even in public and wasnt afraid to be himself. Unfortunately, things change and people make mistakes. One of the most saddest moments that I can never forget and never forgive myself. Right after that, the whole world turned it's back against me. I was out numbered and I didnt know who to turn to. I took things slowly and got back on my feet cos I know I cant dwell on it for too long. Otherwise, i'd waste precious times in my life. This was in fact, the most painful and hardest point in my life.

So that's my 10 most memorable moments for the past 6 months. It's in no particular order just cause I forgot the dates. Hehh.

Good luck for sch tmr hunks and babes ! =D

2010-04-09T19:20:00.002+08:00

Im very proud of myself today. Why? Cos I went for my pre-orientation though I was reluctant to the night before. HAHA. I almost forgot the my course was new till they said that i'll be the pioneer batch. Im smexcited ! Then students will say "ehh that's our pioneer right?" Aint that cool ?! And damn right the facilities for SOH were mad awesome. We were brought to the Raffles Hospitality Centre which was just around the corner and I tell you, i'm in love with the spa room. I think that's what they called it. It's where I, Sherry, will have my practicals done. Mad cool ! Cos they have massage tables and all. So looking forward to sch. :)) And my course will only have two classes cos they only accept 50 students. I can bet they're all girls. So far I only know 2 of them. :) I was really glad that I attended it. Otherwise i'd be more afraid to attend next Mon-Wed's orientation. But now, I feel sooooo shagged. This is what I get after not exercising for 6 months. I seriously feel like crap. Hopefully I wont be this way next week. Gta be fit Sherry !

On the other hand, I went out with my girls yst. Shiqin couldnt come along due to some unforeseen circumstances. But still, I enjoyed the day though Ira had to go off early too. We dined at Eighteen Chefs and i'd rate it 4.5/5. Just cause I think they should offer a wider range of ice-cream flavours. :D To those who have yet to try, pls do. It's nice ! I doubt the next outing will be soon cos of sch which is starting reaaaaalll soon. HAHA. My sentence sounds wrg. To hell with that. Anws, pics will be up soon. Maybe ?

Otherwise, stay tune for more updates =)

2010-04-09T00:00:00.000+08:00

Orientation tmr. SCARED TTM-IMUM. help me =*(

2010-04-06T11:47:00.002+08:00

At times you find yourself useless and that's when you feel the whole world's turning against you. Then it got you thinking, whatever have you done to deserve this. Some call it karma but some call it the downs of LIFE. Eventually, you get yourself up because there are still people around you who still cares. People who'd sacrifice their time for you. People who'd lend their shoulders for you to cry on. And simply, people who'd be there even when you're facing the toughest times in your life. But somewhere out there, there's bound to be some changes. Like they always say, people change. You were too happy to even care about those who've helped you. You forget their kind deeds and you chose your own path which you think is the best for you. Though you've been told countless of times that if you were to go back, you'd regret. But you insist. You say people change, and they change for the better. That's what you see in your own eyes but in others, you've been warned. So you decided what's best for you and you leave the ones who were there for you, behind. It's still the beginning when you think things took a turn and everything WILL turn out fine for you. You enjoy every single minute of it, still, not bothering about those who've helped you. And this is when the people who were ONCE there for you says, what have they done to deserve this? It's all basically a cycle. They'd start leaving you because they think they're just wasting their precious time. They wouldn't wna be caught in your drama ever again because they prefer doing something else better. Even plucking chicken feathers. Then you'll wander off not thinking that you're actually being left on your own. You think that you'll still have them behind your back. You think that if anything were to happen yet AGAIN, you'd still have the people whom you call FRIENDS. Sorry missy, you're on your own now. Dont come crying to us, dont tell us your alibis and dont even think that we'll be there for you when it happens again. Im not being harsh but im being firm. Im standing my grounds and im saying on behalf of others.

To whoever it may be, or whoever who felt the pinch, glad you did.

Hoping one day you'd wake up and actually feel what we are feeling right now.

Yours SINCERELY, from the bottom of my heart,

SHERRY.

Amora Love Predictions on Facebook

2010-04-06T11:19:00.000+08:00

Amora Love Predictions on Facebook

It got me thinking, who's the guy?

2010-04-05T13:22:00.002+08:00

Woke up in the morning with no one home, no food and no money. I feel hopeless ! But lucky there's quaker oat. Good thing that there's no food though .. So I wont spend my time eating, ONLY.

Anyways, sch's starting soon. Bummer. Im just dreading on orientations. Im very shy at making friends. But once you get to know me, I cant shut myself up. ;D And I just dont get the idea of having 2 orientations. Hopefully everything goes smoothly anws. Speaking of which, I seriously have no idea of what to wear cos they said that the attire's gna be sports. Me aint no sports wear maaaan. Argh, to hell with that. If anyone has any ideas on wht I should wear, kindly tag me pls. TYVM =)

Speaking of sch's starting like real soon, I found out that in this 6 months of holidays, I've never had any chalets. So much of after O's. HAHA. Im still clinging on to that pinch of hope whereby even after sch starts, we'll still have a gathering or something at a chalet. Pretty pls?

On the other hand, I've been wanting to know of a cheap dine-in in SG. Does anyone know of any place?? Turkish food are most preferred. =))

2010-04-03T22:58:00.000+08:00

“Lollipops turn into cigarettes. The innocent ones turn into sluts.

Homework goes in the trash. Mobile phones are being used in class.

Detention becomes suspension. Soda becomes vodka.

Bikes become cars. Kisses turn into sex.

Remember when getting high meant swinging on the playground?

When protection meant wearing a helmet?

When the worst things you could get from boys were cooties?

Dad’s shoulders were the highest place on earth and Mom was your hero?

Your worst enemies were your siblings. Race issues were about who ran the fastest.

War was only a board game. And the only drug you knew was cough medicine.

The most pain you felt was when you skinned your knees, and goodbyes only meant until tomorrow?

And we couldn’t wait to grow up?”

-Author Unknown

2010-04-03T15:44:00.006+08:00

Had a reunion with my pri sch mates yesterday which turned out that I was the only girl who turned up. Bummer. But still, I enjoyed the entire time I was with them though waiting for them could take days. Trust me, they're worse than girls ;) We went to Sentosa where they played soccer which seemed to me like rugby cos they played rough while I on the other hand, just laughed my ass off. Swam for a little while cos by the time we reached, the sun was alr setting and life guards were alr ending their duties. We washed up and headed to Vivo next where we played short games and just laughed the night away. ;D

Looking forward for another and hoping that more girls can make it this time. =))

2010-03-31T16:46:00.002+08:00

So that's the pic that was taken on Monday. Syafiq suggested that we all catch a movie and tyvm for paying for me dude =)) We watched Whip It and i'll rate it 6/5 if there's such a rate. Seriously, it's zawsome. Girls kick ass afterall. ;D Drew Barry Moore directed it btw.

Right after the movie, the guys decided to go for a sheesha and damn right I was dying to try it. Haha. It smelt wayyy nicer than the usual cigarettes. Mind you, i've never went sheesha-ing before. I guess ima try it one day. No ? But all in all , I really did enjoyed my time with them and am hoping that we'll still stay in touch even during our tertiary education.

For now, im watch The Crazies. ALONE. I've got the balls \m/

2010-03-31T01:47:00.002+08:00

The moon was full tonight and I certainly enjoyed the company. Wished today didnt end that quick. =*)

Wont have a proper post today just cause im lazy. The weather's making me feel this way ..

Night loves. =)

2010-03-28T23:34:00.002+08:00

Went all ard town yesterday and im so happy cos I got myself a vest just for 10 bucks ! The flea market that was held at YP yst was mad cheap. And god have mercy cos it was scorching hooottt !! But it didnt stop us from browsing through the whole flea market. Though it was squeezy and all, it's all worth every sweat ;D We even went to another flea market which was just across. It was at the new SCAPE building. Didnt manage to see the interiors but I can tell that it's nice. Anyhoose, the main reason was actually to watch Ika perform for DW 2010 but due to unforeseen circumstances, we missed it. But all's good cos there's always someone who'd record the whole dance =)) TYSM to the one who recorded it !

Right afterwards, we headed to clarke quay and that was where we spent our Earth Hour. I was smart enough to turn off all the switch in my room before heading out =D The city was dark for an hour and I was anticipating the moment. I think i'll do it more often now. Cos I love Earth !

2010-03-25T17:29:00.002+08:00

I just love this pic. Will never get sick and tired of US. Looking forward for next week's outing. ;D

2010-03-24T23:40:00.003+08:00

Thanks to Nad, im now using Google Chrome. I had no idea how to download it so she came to my help. =))) TYVM LOVE.

I've been spending time at home in the morning till noon for the past 2 days. Cept' that I chilled at cwp yst with some of my wonderful classmates. It was impromptu but still, I had tons of fun cos we still had the time to play a short game. LOLs man. I've yet to watch Kabhi Kushi Kabhi Gham. Just dont know when's the right time cos I cant have any disturbance. Besides KKKG, there's another 2. Thanks to Mizah, now I can spend my time watching hindi movies. Loves it ;)

If you ask me how im doing, i'll say im still coping with this phase of life and fortunately, im getting better. Thanks to all who have been there for me. And now I know, some of my girls need me. We'll have an outing next week yeah babes? Pls try to make it cos im dying to have one.

Right now, I can blog as much as I want cos why ??? I have my personal lappy. =)))) So i'll try not to have lack of updates. Otherwise, pls keep visiting. ;)

Alrighty, im off. =D

2010-03-23T15:22:00.003+08:00

It's been such a long time since I used i.e. . Now that im using my lappy, I have to. And I have tons to do with this thing right here. Let's start from scratch. The only main thing that im thinking of are my pics !!! Alright im off.

2010-03-21T17:29:00.002+08:00

Im not surprised that you said that about me. You will forever and always will. Dont call me your sister if you're ashamed of me. You're saying im always thinking of myself ??? Think again. Who's the one always giving you the money when you're lacking? Im worse than you ?? Have you ever given me a single penny ???? It's not all about money. It's about you. Set your thinking straight before putting me in the limelight. I've had enough of you stating things about me on the net. Why dont just talk to me ? What's the use of living under the same roof ?? You're asking for it so this is for YOU. I've had enough of your rants. Why dont think about yourself ?? I've guessed it. I know you'd turn your back on me IN THE END. Cos im always the bad one to you. You dont have flaws at all right ?? AT ALL. Advising you is not enough. NEVER enough. I've been tolerating you and now you think the other way round ? WAKE UP. Im alr facing a problem and I dont need another. Right now everyone is alr looking and thinking that im the cause. ARENT U HAPPY ENOUGH ?? Idk how to put it but I just cant see you as the elder one. Putting things on the net and let everyone know ? Idc if everyone sees this cos you asked for it.

2010-03-21T15:45:00.010+08:00

These days havent been good for me. Though im always hanging out with my friends, im always catching myself dazing. This is hard and it gets harder when im on the internet. Been trying to avoid it but how long am I gna be like this. Pls, space is all I need. All the words that i've read, i'm only gna take it all in. I've never asked for sympathy but all I want is cooperation. It's difficult when the maturity level is not there. Even if this kills me, im gna look back at it in the future and say, it's a mistake i've done and im not perfect.

On the brighter side, I went sentosa with my fellow sch mates last thursday and you can say that I had loads of fun. All those endless laughters and smiles, I really had a blast. Though it was raining, I didnt hesitate to swim. It was mad cold but still, i loved it. Every single second of it. The small games that we had and Fad with his magic tricks, fuhh, endless fun. Let's have another of this eyy? This time, more ppl pls. =)

And did I mentioned im starting to love hindi movies ? I've been trying to find the old ones online but to no avail. Will try to again and im mad in love with Kabhi Alvida Naa Kehna. It mad me cry like countless of times and I watched it twice. For the record, the movie is about 4 hours long. ;D

2010-03-17T15:12:00.002+08:00

Right now, I dont even know what to do. Im done with making my decision and I hope it's for the best. Even if it has to hurt, I might as well tell the truth. Like they say, truth hurts. But I can't keep and hold on it for too long. It's giving me a huge headache and my mind's practically like this, ?!*#$%. Ppl might hate me, but idc. Dont judge me even after hearing the story cos it has nothing to do with you guys. It's between two parties and that's that. Call me whatever you like cos in the end, you're still not in the picture. I hate myself for doing this but I just can't bare. I dont deserve anyone right now. And if I have to face the consequences, so be it. I got into a mess and I have to settle it once and for all. I have to live with this. It's my journey and this, this right here, is the downs in my life. (of 2010)

Thank you for the song but I dont think it's gna change anything. Im messed up and I messed it up. Bottom line, im f**ked.

2010-03-12T19:29:00.002+08:00

Hello pinkies. :D Im ecstatic ttm-imum cos I've got a pink lappie !! Loves it. But it'll only be in my hands next friday cos they were out of stock when I attended the IT fair early this afternoon. Daddy was practically embarrassing me the whole time cos when one of the promoters asked if we were Singaporeans, he pointed to me and said she is while he's a brazilian. -_- Wait for it, there's more. When I was asked how old am I, of cse, I answered but Daddy said this, " I thought girls age were supposed to be a secret? " OMGGGGGG. And the best thing is, BOTH promoters that attended to me were guys. There goes my reputation. I could seriously feel my face turning pink. EHH ! PINK AGAIN. =DDD mad loves with pink gadgets man. Pink psp, pink mp3 and a pink LAPTOP. Next, pink hp. OK mommy? Just kiiidddiinnn''. ;D

So i'll be off to jog again later cos I wasnt satisfied with my previous jogging session. But I had great company with Rica. TYVM love. =D I seriously need to work on my stamina. And not forgetting losing the fats that i've been gaining for the past 5 months. Oh did I mentioned that I went back to my 'lovely' sec sch on wed? Yepp, I did =) It was so good to see my dance juniors but sadly, didnt get the chance to meet my teachers since it was alr in the evening. No worries, i'll be back ! Especially u MR RAY CHUA. Hmf.

My gorgeous Social Studies teacher will be getting married tmr ! I cant wait cos im gna be her receptionist along with Mizah, Syima and Ama. Not forgetting getting to meet my other long lost classmates. (6 months of not meeting them!) But i'm still figuring out what to wear since it's at a mosque. Prolly be off finding now ! Turrraaa. ;D

2010-03-09T21:19:00.002+08:00

Nothing much happened lately, cept' for the fact that Miho got me a new sch bag !!! THANKS A BILLION LOVE. ;D I didnt expect him to buy it cos I was only surveying and I saw this oh so perfect and lovely bag that he got me the next day. LOVES IT. =)) Just a lil' diy here and there and tada, a zawsome bag.

Not to mention, I watched Alice In Wonderland too and as a Disney fan, was kinda disappointed in the movie. Maybe cos I didnt read the literature version. But Tim Burton is still the best director in the world. I just love the graphics and all. Especially their costumes. So lucky of Alice (the girl in the movie) to be wearing those. And Anne Hathaway is mad gorgeous to the maaaaxxxxxx-imum. They're just sooooo lucky to be in Tim Burton's film. I wonder what it's like if I were to be an actress one day .. sighhh .. Okay nuff'.

Anyhoose, I've been blogshopping, just surveying actually, and I guess im in love with some of the clothes. I just have one prob, how do I buy it ? LOL ! Im an idiot at these things. It's no use if I were to read it again cos im seriously confused. Yes, some only do meet-ups but most of the clothes that I want needs to mailed. Help =( I got so frustrated that I only bookmark the pages. Well, once im pro, ima get it. =D

Currently im still busy with my enrollment. It gives me a huge headache cos of the payment and all. Some has to be done on the web while some has to be posted. AND, we have to go to the sch for the IT fair. You can say my schedule's gna be pack till next week. So if my blog is a bit empty, pls bare with me. TYVM.

2010-03-03T16:04:00.002+08:00

Just look at how much we've grown. I miss those school days when we did almost everything together; from eating in the canteen together to confessing our heartfelt secrets. I will never get sick and tired of posting about us. =) Hoping for the day to meet up again and this time, I want to spend the whole day with you girls. AND AND I got something small for each and every one of you honeys. ;))

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Anyways, I've been spending the whole of yesterday and today at home cos I wna be a good girl =D Except that I went for ice cream with Ika last night at wdl mart. Idk why but I've been wanting ice cream almost everyday now. Maybe it's because of the weather. And guess what, news just mentioned that the heat might go on for a few months. MONTHS okay. And just when I thought that it'd be a good idea to go for a swim at the beach, they mentioned that we had to stay away from beaches for this few weeks or months. Cos of the tsunami alert I suppose. Like what I've mentioned in the previous post, God is angry. =(

Okay nuff' bout that. Sch's gna be starting in a month and a few weeks time. How time flies sooo fast. I've been thinking lately, about what i've done for the last 6 months. Nothing much productive you can say. Heh. But i'm really gna miss this one hell of a break. It's gna be the longest and the best evaaaarrr. Now that I have to go back to study mode, I think it might take me some time. BUT ! Imaaaa love ittttt. ;D Im still contemplating on whether I should get a new bag and that's between a tote and a backpack. I'd love it if it suits with everything I wear. Yet another thing I should think about EVERDAY; what I should wear. See ppl, it's not an advantage after all. If you're very particular like me, it's gna be ddaaaammmnnnn difficult. I have to think like 2 days ahead before putting an outfit together.

There was once when I got ready for like 2 hours cos I couldnt find any outfit to wear and guess what, I totally forgot about my CEPAS card. That's what you get for trying to look perfect. =.= That's the reason why I need the 2 days. Call me a bim or whatever, I dont care ;)

Alrighty, ima find some movies to watch now. Dont worry, I wont watch those latest ones. SAY NO TO PIRACY !

2010-03-02T18:27:00.002+08:00

Okay so now I know why I can't post. It was actually on 'edit html' mode. HAHAH ! fck man, I feel like a bimbo. Seriously, I've been acting like one these few days. Not that it's on purpose.

Anyhoose, as you can see, I actually visited botanic garden last week with Mizah and Ika. It was an impromptu plan and I guess it was a bad idea to go cos it was friggin hot ! I swear I felt as though I just had a bath. But im glad I got to see the pretty2 swans ;) We didnt really went inside cos halfway we were drenched in sweat and could no longer bare. So we manage to find a perfect spot WITH a shelter and just spend our time there =D I've also been spending a lot these few days cos I've received my pay ! I didnt hesitate to get what I wanted cos I was desperate for a retail therapy. Thanks to the post cny sales, I didnt even get anything beyond $20 or even $15. And bugis street has loads of cheap thrills !! Loves it. ;)

Besides retail therapy, I manage to catch Dear John with Miho. Just imagine, 2 movies in less than 2 weeks. It's not gna stop there cos he's still deciding on whether to watch Alice In Wonderland this sunday. Again, loves it. And thanks for the ben&jerry's ice cream treat too baby =))

Ohh btw, after hearing about what happened to Chile, I think God is very angry. Maybe furious. I really think we should make Earth a better place and stop polluting it. Haiti has faced it, somewhere in Germany too. If only I could make a speech on saving Earth, I would. This just makes me so sad. All we do is just hurting ourselves. Where are you MJ .. If only you're still here.

2010-03-01T14:05:00.003+08:00

These are the few photos of wht i've done for the past few days. There's more but since blogger is being a *****, I can't seem to upload them. Someone, anyone, wht do I press to make the posting all better again? =((

2010-02-21T19:53:00.003+08:00

Call me a loser or whtever but im just starting to play the guitar ! I friggin love it cos i've been wanting to ever since last 2 years. And now that I found a perfect friend who can teach me, why not? Just that I have to buy new strings for the guitar cos it's impossible to tune this rusty one. HAHA. It's not mine anws, it's sissy's. But since she's not playing it, im gna use it ! Right now im watching Kina Grannis's tutorial of Valentine which is her original song. Im sooo loving her too ! Once I get all my chords right, im on my way to stardom. ;)

Went out with Miho yst and we had an impromptu idea of watching a movie. We watched Wolfman and i'd only rate it 2/5. The trailer made it look like it's a great movie but the story line is just crap. Watched it at film garde btw and the theatre sucks. Cathay is the best !! But still, no words can explain how fun it is to spend my time with him. <3 yst =")">

And im not sure why I can't upload pics in here. Sorry =(

2010-02-17T14:25:00.002+08:00

Vday was a blast though we had the cliche-est celebration. But, his presence made it all complete. Watched Valentine's day and that was the best movie ever, hands down. Was supposed to have supper at Ben & Jerry's but it was closed for construction and I guess other outlets were closed too. So we decided to head to Starbucks and have cheesecake ! Had sugar rush after eating it with Caramel frappe. =) Then it was there that I read him the card I specially made for him. It took me three nights okay ! But it was all worth it. Am greatly appreciated that he loves it. Nothing beats a surprise of a diy card. ;)) Right afterwards, we met up with my sissy , Syeikh , Fizah , Ammar and Ais for a ride to Henderson waves. Yes, I went there again despite having fear of great heights. And this time, I was less afraid. Woopee to that ;) Chilled there for wht seemed like less than 5 mins and headed to Punggol Park. Lovely. So that was how I spent my Vday cum CNY. If you ask me why I went to such a few places, well it seems like CNY wasnt CNY after all. A lot of places were crowded. So, yeah. :D

Pics wont be up any time soon cos Miho's camera is still with me and I can't figure out where's my memory card reader. Spread ze love baby. =*

2010-02-13T19:10:00.007+08:00

(I only uploaded a few, the rest are on fb)

Yesterday was a blast. Firstly, the weather was perfect ! And of course, with the pool being almost empty, it was even way beyond great ! Spent like 3 hours in the pool till we got dark and right now im in pain. It hurts when I scratch my shoulder. I guess I forgot to put some tanning lotion on it. Now I feel like a bimbo =.= Anyways, right after the swim, we went to Shiqin's place cos she had to feed her kitties before we went to eat at cwp. There we met Nad at civic and we chilled with the cool breeze. I swear it was friggin cold last night. All in all, I really loved yesterday. Cant wait for next week ! :D Anws, HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR to my fellow chinese friends and HAPPY VALENTINES DAY to my christian friends (if I have one that is). ;)

So looking forward to tmr. Ohh one more thing, HAPPY BDAY to my honey, SHIQIN. Since I wont be home tmr, this wish is for ur advance bday. Hope u're reading =))))

And just let me share with you one incident that happened at the pool :

Shiqin: Your cover is with me. (referring to the camera's cover)

Me: (thinking that she was talking to me) Okay.

S: No, I was talking to Ika (laughs)

M: Ohh, haha. Sorry2.

Ika: HAHA.

(1 sec later)

I: Ehh, where's the cover ?

LOLOLOLOL ! So much for laughing at me. =DDDD

2010-02-11T22:35:00.002+08:00

Im smexcited right now cos im going to the pool tmr !!! WOOOHOOO ! After so long. So cant wait to feel the touch of the water on my tender skin. ;DD But of cse, can never forget my tanning lotion. Wouldnt wna get burnt wld I ? And if ya'll must know, im actually not a fan of swimming in seas at the beach cos of a major incident that happened to me last year. So now im kinda traumatised. Will only go there for the breeze and the fun of chilling. ;)) Wow, talking about this gets me soooo hyped !!!! Thanks for the company to Shiqin and Ika. Next week we'll be going again and this time round, along with Nad and Ira. BOOMZ. =D

Anyhoose, I didnt went anywhere just now except for having lunch AND supper at fork&spoon. With different people at different timings. Lunch was when Miho and I had a discussion about 'seeing is believing'. He asked me, " If ppl keep saying they will only see to believe, then why do they believe in God when they can't even see him? ". It got me thinking too. UP TILL NOW. All I could say was that it was part of religion to believe that God does exist. Anws, it's sinful to see Him and even our prophets. So yeah, I just think that that's exceptional. So Miho, pls dont ever ask me these questions again. Though I love problem solving, this is MIND BOGGLING. But still, I wurve you :D

Alright, off to try on some clothes now. I wna look smexy. =DD

2010-02-06T00:19:00.002+08:00

Dear Daddy,

firstly, I would just want you to know that everyone has their own decisions. Be it good or bad, they'd know it. After getting what I wanted, all I need from you is your support. Yes, I broke every single sweat just to make it into a good Polytechnic and a recognised one. But of course, it all lies to fate. I dont want you to be stereotypical and look down on any school I go to. And no, mommy did not talk me into it. She doesn't have a clue about my course and neither does she know that I appealed. The reason why I told her first was because I was afraid you wouldn't agree with me. Okay, it's my fault that I didn't discussed it with you. But there's a reason behind all of these. The reason why was cause I know you'd be against me. I know you'd say that I wont make the right choice. And most of all, I was afraid of you. I was scared that you'd jump to conclusions like what you always do. Maybe because it's part of you; being the man of the house and not letting anyone have their own say. And mommy never taught me things that made you look bad. I've never hated you but of course, there are some days when I just feel like shutting you up. But then again, I know it's for my own good. I've never repent you and all I did was listen to you. Maybe it's my fault too cause this house is full of women and you might feel lonely at times. But please, don't take it out on us. And don't blame mommy just because you're angry at me or Kakak. If you are, scold us, shout at us or beat us (if that's what you want) cause mommy does everything in this house. Have pity on her. I know that all you want is respect but please, at least listen to our perspective too. That's what humans do. We listen to each other and work it out together. We are a family and we support each other. Behind all these words are actually just a message to you that i'd really appreciate if you support me. I know it's partly my fault that I seldom talk to you but it's just because im running from you. Even the slightest things that we say can make you angry. So please, change yourself and become a better man. I love you in any ways daddy. And I don't blame you for this.

2010-02-02T17:27:00.002+08:00

Things are getting a lil' brighter now that i've talked to Sophie. Thanks for being there babe .. =)

Dreams only keeps us moving.

2010-01-29T17:59:00.002+08:00

Nowadays, i feel like the girl in the picture above. It's a feeling i hate. Anger and sadness all mixed up. Plus confusion. This sucks man. Just when i thought i'd enjoy my current job, i got bullied. Is it because of my race or is it just that i look so vulnerable? C'mon, ans me b**ch. I dont care if i've wasted my time on that f**ked up job but im quitting. I dont even care if ya'll call me picky or choosy or petty cos i think neither of u likes the feeling of getting picked on every single day. It doesnt get better at home too. With a contradicting father, u'll never know where to head to. U can't even make ur own decisions and u have to listen to every single word he says. Bottom line is, stop being a stereotype. If i cant do wht i like and wht im interested in, then i might as well stay home and do house chores. And if u think u're so big cos u have the higher rank, THEN U MIGHT AS WELL WORK ALONE b**tch.

Sidetrack, sorry for the lack of updates. Will do it once im better.

A melody i start but cant complete.

2010-01-23T01:06:00.002+08:00

Firstly, i must say that im very happy with my current job. :D Though there's not much to do, i just love having the experience of retails. It's waaaaayyy easier than F&B. I didnt have much sales anws cos the items were not that cheap. But i really hope i'll make at least 2 this coming sunday since im working for god damn 8 hours. I have to start borrowing books from the lib cos seriously, there's nothing much to do except for the counting of stocks and rearranging the apparels. I mean wht do u expect when it's only a push cart. :)) Anyhoose, right after work, i treated miho to mad jacks. I KNOW !! I shouldnt have cos of my current weight right now. But i couldnt resist ! I could hear it calling me and daaaamnnn, it was satisfying ;D Luckily for me, miho loves it too. ;)))))))

Today, i went for a picnic with my grrrllsss, well not exactly cos Ira wasnt there. She met us after our picnic cos she had to run some errands before that. So back to the picnic- It wasnt 'exactly' a good start at first cos we were wiped out by waves. Trust me, it's a loooonnggg story and u wouldnt wna know. Even if u'd love to, it'd take me till tmr. So yeah, we were half drenched but no worries (!) the food were all save. C'mon, we were smart enough to save them first. After which, we found another suitable place and from then on, we chilled and enjoyed the breeze .... Pictures will be up soon. If im not lazy though .. Otherwise it'd be on FB. :) OH YES ! We celebrated Nad's bday in advance too. Ira got for her a small cake which we shared in the end cos apparently, we were alr full by then. We only had finger food for our picnic and marshmallows too. See, told u we're cutting down on food. Hmph. We even burnt the marshmallows in the end with a lighter and Nad's birthday cake candles. Creative riiiggghhhttt .. No?

So that's about it; how my friday was spent. :D One last thing, would just like to say a BIG HAPPY BIRTHDAY to my grrl, Nad cos im afraid i cant publicise it on the day itself since im working. So yeah, ENJOY UR DAY honeyyy !!!! HOPE YOU'RE READING THIS BABE ;))))

nightmares and dream scapes.

2010-01-20T13:39:00.004+08:00

I had a nightmare this morning at about 4. I swear it was scary. Apparently this doll was in my room and it could change itself into something else. I dont exactly know wht it was. When i put in my display case, the next min i knew, it was gone. I remembered yelling out my mom's name and telling her i wna sleep with her but this doll kept me locked in my room. I couldnt find where it was but it was somewhere around. Then mommy came in and asked wht's the noise all about and i told her. She too was finding it and once she found it she was like " Ya allah Sherry, hurry go take baygon" okay u might think it's funny but the only thing to kill that THING was using baygon. My mom found the THING behind my room door just sitting and staring. Even typing this makes me have goosebumps man. Im sooo glad i woke up just in time before my mom got out for work. I texted her to come in my room for awhile cos i was damn frightened luhh ! But it was a wrong move cos she scolded me in the end. Haha, after going through a nightmare, u get a scolding from ur mom. FML. So yeahh , thats abt it. Im okay now ! :DDD

this beat is sick.

2010-01-19T18:58:00.002+08:00

Indeed im very happy cos im starting work soon ! It's about damn time luhh. Although the pay's not that high, im not gna reject it cos i know no retail outlets are gna accept me. Even if they were to accept me, the year wld be 2012. No worries, im not working in the F&B scene ;) Speaking of which, Phut decided to pay me ! Only 2 days of work and yet i still get my cheque :D Good things ARE happening to me in the end. Im lovin this phase of life now.

Okay ima hide in my room now cos it's gna rain and thunders are everywhere. The best thing is that IM ALONE.

i dont make any cents cos im worth more than a dollar.

2010-01-17T12:14:00.002+08:00

ME HAVE MONEY ! weeee .. Received my cheque earlier today and hell yeah it was full of students. It was almost impossible for us to walk cos apparently, the organisers were noobs. They simply dont know how to lead ppl to where to go to. Luckily it was a fast one and we didnt need to queue for so long. Otherwise, they'd better give me extra $200. HAHA, jk :DD

Anws, have ya'll read the newspaper on clubs which gives more free drinks to women/girls who have bigger boobs? This is completely insane ! I came across it quite a few days ago and today, they showed a picture of the poster which read, "A cup-1 free drink, B cup-2 free drinks, C cup-3 free drinks and D cup-1 BOTTLE OF FREE VODKA." ISNT THAT DISCRIMINATION ? Yet, some women dont even care. They think it's okay and that it's completely NORMAL. You know, if im alr 18 i and i happen to come across these such things, i'd call the club manager and flash my boobies at him ! Of course before that, i'd recruit all women/girls who thinks this is a discrimination and rub our boobies at him. Then he'll die of boobies massacre. LET HIM SUFFOCATE. Im not saying that im jealous cos i dont have D or E sized cups, to hell with it, but i really think this is bullshit. To whoever who created such a policy, i really think u need some therapy. How bout guys ?! Guys with HUMONGOUS DICKS gets a free LAP DANCE ?? huh ?! Honestly, i think Singapore is no longer a country who believes in equality. Therefore, i think students shld stop studying about equality or whtever shit there is to this cos if there's such policy about bigger boobies, better treatment, EQUALITY IS BULLSHIT.

Fck, im just so angry about this cos it's totally preposterous.

i could use someone like you.

2010-01-15T15:51:00.003+08:00

Currently listening to Laura Jansen's version of Use Somebody. Im loving it to the max. :D

So im not heading anywhere today cos i just dont feel like it. Not having moolahs on me deprives me from going out. This sucks man. I have to wait till sunday. Gna ask mommy if i can at least withdraw a hundred to reward myself. Otherwise, she'd get me a bag and i'd withdraw 50 to get myself the Van's shoe i badly wanted the other time. I think it's about time i start wearing my shoes. Usually i wear each of them once. Im not a big fan of shoes actually cos i have a fetish for slippers ;) Moreover the Van's shoe is actually not a shoe .. They're pumps. Haha. But when u wear them, they feel as comfortable as shoes ! Wht more can u ask for when they're on sale. I want them. Badly.

Besides that, i have to keep up with my jogging !!! I've gained some pounds lately and im very depressed. Maybe depression leads to being thin? no? I can alr see my thighs and tummy bulging out. And wht scares me the most is that i cant fit into one of my jeans !!!! THIS SUCKS BIG TIME. So u see ppl, if u say im thin, u guys must be blind. Cos honestly, im not. I dont care if i sound like one of those girls who thinks they're fat when they're not cos im not one of them !!! Im seriously in a crisis. Im gaining weight =(((((((((((((((

This is a disaster.

it's your turn. glad mine's over ;))

2010-01-14T17:21:00.003+08:00

had a night out on town yst with sissy and company. was supposed to get sissy's hair dyed but apparently, they changed the appointment to today and she went w/o me cos i was too lazy to get up. im not sure about mine though ..

anws, while waiting for syeikh yst, sissy and me went to borders just to read some books and kill time. i read a book on 'How to Ditch Your Fairy' and amazingly, that book wrote fairy does exist. so how? still dont wna believe me??? it was about wht type of fairies that each individual have. there's loose-a-change fairy, parking fairy and all-the-boys-love-u fairy and so much more. though i didnt manage to finish reading the book, i can say it's the best book i've read. so to all the fantasy lovers out there, maybe u shld try reading it. ;) how i wish i owned a kill-the-jerks fairy so i could live in peace.

and believe it or not, i received yet another bursary award ! wooohoo !! so much for applying for jobs .. =.= but i still want one though, hehh. will be receiving it this sunday. hope mommy wld go with me cos she just told me that she was lazy. one more thing, i've sent my JAE application form ! cant wait to receive some good news. no?

alright, im off to heat up some chicken. i've not had a proper meal. this spells awesome. ;D

yes im the one and only but u're not the only one.

2010-01-12T19:13:00.003+08:00

So im sitting in front of my comp , drinking my coke AND deciding wht courses i shld choose for my 12 choices. I STILL CANT DECIDE. Im just gna put mass comm as one of the choices though i doubt i could get in. But who knows if luck's on my side? ;)) It took me three hours to scan through all the courses that im eligible for and then tick those that meets my cop. Im just worried i might hate the courses that i think it's cool for me. I dont wish to regret. I guess this would be one of my tough decisions for 2010. Wht could be worse when the dateline's this friday. Damn it. They should actually give us like a whole week to make our decision. =.= Now that time's not on my side, i best get it over and done with.

On a brighter note, i might be getting my hair highlighted tmr at Toni & Guy cos sissy's going over for her appointment. This is so cool ! I cant wait to look like a celebrity. =DD no? AND AND , a guy from a particular HQ called me and interviewed me over the phone about a particular job. HAHA. It's actually a push-cart (those small shops u see in cp, in front of pizza hut) and they were looking for part-timers. I think this is the best time that he called me cos i've alr gotten my results. I hope he'd accept me ! Im worried i wont get it cos he asked me whether i had a blogshop and if i knew anything about it. Of course i know some blogshops but then, i dont own one ! This means they need some blogshop experience. Worse still, i dont even have any RETAIL experience. Well, if they dont accept me, im never gna get any experience. Maybe i shld tell him this if im not accepted. No?

I think ima feed my pets right now. My HAPPY PETS. :DD Play it !

openhappiness. :DD

2010-01-11T17:22:00.002+08:00

I PASSED AND IM A HAPPY GIRL NOW. =DDDD

though i didnt get wht i wanted, im still happy with it cos i still get a chance to get into a poly. all's left right now is to make reaaalllyyy wise decisions so i'd make it to my dream course. HOPEFULLY i'll get it. =)

okay im smexcited right now cos im meeting miho and wht a way to celebrate with my dearyy .. ;)) NYEHAHA.

im feeling very cheeky. TEEHEE !

when the cats come out the bats come out to play.

2010-01-08T19:40:00.002+08:00

Results are three days away and im seriously not prepared for it. All I know is that ima cry if i've failed myself. =( I just dont wna be disappointed cos i've been facing the downs of life and i hate it ! I just wnt my sorrow to end =((( So pls God, if U hear my prayers, pls let me get through this with (open) happiness. ;)

Anyhoose, Ika Soph and me went to Np and Sp's open house yst and hell yeah it was jam packed. Found out more about the courses that i wna be in and of course, get the goodie bags ! HAHA. This year's goodie bags are way better than previous ones. Ohh and Np was nice enough to give out free doughnuts which they call LUCKY DONUTS. Hopefully it's reaaaalllll lucky uhh. And guess wht ? PP had to come on that day ?? It was yet another series of torture but luckily when i slept through it, it got better. So i guess i've used part of the doughnut's luck ? Oh wells.

OHH YESS ! Did i mentioned that we have a new member in my clique ?? Her name's Layla Meyong Lusafi. She's damn gorgeous. HAHA, she's Shiqin's cat actually. Layla arrived yst at her house and she's damn sweeeetttt i tell you ! Shiqin says she's a cross breed. A persian and a normal cat. Actually they just call her Layla but i like giving her that long name. Suits the way she is. =)) So elegant and hardly bites. Typin this makes me miss my one and only cat, CHEWY. =((((

Alrighty, tafn. Im hungry and all i can think of is MAC.

2010.

2010-01-03T17:32:00.009+08:00

so how was ur new year's eve? mine was awwweeessooommme. =)) my slumber party was fun fun fun ! it would have been more great if Ira and Nad had came =( sadly they had their own plans. anyhoose, that night was filled with mostly junk food and laughter. i swear it has been aeons since i laughed that much. i think i've gained a few pecs from it. nyehaha :)) we headed out for awhile when it was already dark to enjoy the cold windy night. it was splendid and i LOVED IT. sadly again, there werent any stars so we couldnt star gaze. BUT, we danced all night long ...... =DD then we headed back to my crib for the countdown. had supper while counting down and afterwards, tv-ed awhile then we did some crappy videos for our loved ones .. HAHA. the video's not uploaded yet. will get it soon from Ika. ;) honestly, it's very difficult to type out wht we did cos it's toooo many ! though no activities were planned, we did tons of things. that's how awesome we are. ;) our night ended in the morning at 6 am. jyeahh , we slept in the morning. by the time we woke up, i swear i felt shagged. BUT I STILL LOVE MY NEW YEAR'S EVE. topped with a cherry on top the next day cos i went out with miho. PURRFECT WAY TO START MY 2010. =D now for the pichasss. the rest are on fb.

and the bass kicks.

2009-12-31T12:27:00.002+08:00

off to a brand new year !! well honestly, i hope that 2010 will be a really good year for me cos 2009 wasnt that good. at all. mostly i've experienced downs in 2009. from my one and only idol's death to disastrous o levels. yeahh .. with that, ima share with u guys my top three best experiences of 2009 =)))

`manage to get a B3 for my mother tongue o levels which i didnt even thought i could make it cos if u were to see my malay, u'd go, "like this also can get B3 arr ???" that was when i had to make the biggest decision in my life of whether i should retake or not. in the end, i went with my instinct and i honestly think that was the furthest i could go, a B3. =)

`overcame my fear of heights when i went to henderson waves. HAHA. it was such a scary yet great experience luhh actually. cos firstly, i only live on the 2nd floor and secondly, it was wayyy scarier than taking the flyer. cos below it were roads and u can literally see wht's down below, under ur feet, cos of the spaces in between the planks. yes, it's made up of planks. ohh and the worse part was that it was raining and when i leaned over the railing, i felt like i was about to fall cos of the strong winds. yet, it was a one of a kind experience. =)

`im with a guy that i saw in the mrt and ever since then, i have been eyeing on him only to find out he was my sister's friend. =)

and and i only have one new year's resolution this year: to find a stable part time job and start being independant. i hope i'll stick to it ! =D

ppl who dont know wht they're talking about.

2009-12-31T12:05:00.002+08:00

no no , i dont hate you. i dont even have the time to be hating on ppl like you. you claim u're awesome ?? SUKE HATI KAU LUHH NAKKK .. try putting a mirror in ur house okay ? even if u have one, i dont think it's enough.
this is the end of it and one more thing, im not jealous. i just wna let ppl know tht u're a BIG FAT LIAR. i dont care abt ppl believing me cos i know i've been there and aku dh serrriiikkk.

nah amek kau.

2009-12-30T14:34:00.003+08:00

CROSS THIS IMAGE OUT.

knew it. i knew it all along. u know, i shldnt have fallen for u in the first place. ur words, " all guys are not the same , let me prove it to u " are BULLSHIT. it's nothing but CRAP. u're just another jerk and in my opinion , u shld write the words 'IM DESPERATE FOR LOVE' on ur fucking forehead. u call urself a gentleman ??? THINK AGAIN. who promises a girl a treat and in the end tell her to fork out some money just cause u've not enough ?? C'MOOOONNNNNNN, even a girl like me knows how to be a gentleman. i can easily just tell her that we'd set up another date and sorry cos i was a jerk to even promise her. u know why im posting this ?? OHH U SHLD KNOOOWWW .. wht ? u just suddenly realised im the only friend who loves u so much ??? fuck u luhh shitass. no mean words could describe u cos u're wayyyy fffaaaarrr than a guy who's mean. no, im not gna PUBLICISE anything abt wht u've done to me. it's okay, i'll let other girls feel and see it for themselves. good luck succkkaaass ! and u say that's the best for 2009 ???? HAHAHAHAHHA !!!!!!!!!!!! omg !!! was that a friggin joke ???????????? ohh u know wht u said abt her. all those words u tell me abt her. wait let me be specific, ALL THOSE MEAN AND HIDEOUS WORDS u told me about her. yes, and u knw it. ;) pls, dont lie to urself okay fucker? tell me im wrong cos i know im not. i think u're the worst of my 2009. TOP THREE. u got urself in this shit. u asked for it. one more thing, I HOPE U'RE READING THIS. =DDDD

because love is in the air.

2009-12-27T23:40:00.002+08:00

i knew it. i knew it that sezairi would win. see, even w/o my votes, he won. so i guess there wont be another season for sg idol?

anws, im feeling sooo bored right now i just could eat my brain out. okay not to the extent but seriously, im friggin bored ! didnt do anything productive today except for helping sissy and mommy to bake brownies. i only helped to taste it. wht? it's also helping okay .. went for grocery shopping too and im a happy girl alr. why? cos i have loads of titbits now !! woohoo. that's it, im going to get fatter. i think i've gained. i hate this ! im always and forever procrastinating on jogging. the weather doesnt help either. it always seems like it's gna rain but in the end, it'll only drizzle. but once u're out, it's gna rain heavily. wht does that mean???? it'll only make me sleep. =(((

okay, i guess it'll only be a short post for today.

one more thing, fb's being a whore. friggin lagging. -_-

SAVE ME.

memories at the flyoverr =)

2009-12-27T00:39:00.003+08:00

how's ur x'mas ?? mine was great. spent it with miho and hell yeah it was packed over at city hall. couldnt get ourselves to town cos the roads were closed. AND AVATAR WAS BADASS GREAT MAAANNN ! those who have not watched it, watch it NOOOWWWWW. it's a movie that cant be missed. 10 fingers up like seriously. =))

anws, i dyed my hair again cos the first time when i dyed, the only part of my hair that could be seen red was my roots. though it's not that red now but it's much better. and i had a hair cut too. my hair dresser was so cute and nice =)) his name's xavier. cool for a name huhh ? haha. he's cut my hair for the 2nd time alr and now, he's my personal hair dresser. HAHA. i wish. but i hate the length of my hair. it's too short for me .. it's sad when i cant keep long hair cos it always gets tangled and ending up having to cut it. maybe i'll have another treatment like real sooooonnn.

will be staying home tmr cos i dont wish to miss the sg idol finale. it's pretty obvious who's gna win when it's between sezairi and sylvia. sylvia could be the winner this time round cos she's the first female to get to the top 2 and ppl would mostly vote for her cos there's never been a female winner. on the other hand, sezairi could also win cos he's a dude and for the past 2 years, only guys won. anws, he has loads of fans. pretty much girls, ladies and women cos sg's population has more women. my point exactly. okay let's stop the political shit. nyeheheh.

am watching liar2 right now .. it's been aeons since i've turned on the tv. always out mahhh .. but honestly, i love the weather that's why im always out. haha, weird when it's raining and i love to be outside. cos i just love the cold ! especially when u're with someone ;)

TAFN.

it's somehow like a fairytale ending. =D

joy to the world.

2009-12-24T15:40:00.003+08:00

x'mas is here ! =)

my eve will be spent at the movies, watching avatar !! woohoo. have been longing to watch it actually cos of the feedback from those who've watched it. and mommy was so kind when she had her bonus. =DDD we splurged like there was no tmr. and at last i got meself a decent lip gloss from body shop. i've yet to get a new hp !!! omg luhh, mine's all f**ked up. i was so sad when i missed singtel's xmas deal's dateline. otheriwse i could have gotten nokia's N97. saddening ! nvm, it'll still be on my wishlist.
anyhoos, i had a makeover on tues cos Nad asked me to one of her friend's aunt's bridal classes. so i was the model and i was loving it. every min of it ! it was so cool cos i got to see myself as a bride. hahahaha. now i know how i look like when im bride. kinda scary but cool at the same time .. nyehaha. they said i looked like annabelle francis. teehee !! suke i. =)) wna see how i look like ?
there you go. =))))))) the rest are on fb. wna see ?? add me uhh.
i really loved the way they did my hair. it was soooo painful yet mmmbeautiful. of course, the washing part was a disaster. it was god damn painful. but all's for a good cause ;)) the next classs would be Nad's turn. so cant wait to see how she'll look like when she's a bride !!!

alrighty , im done for now ..
till then, MERRY X'MAS my loved ones. =) muah !

i'd give up forever to touch you.

2009-12-18T00:36:00.004+08:00

I dont want the world to see me, cos I dont think they'd understand.

When everything's made to be broken, I just want you to know who I am ...

LOVING THIS SONG MAAAAN. i know i've mentioned about it in the previous post but seriously, i cant get it out of my head ! anws, i think ya'll shld listen to boyce avenue's rendition of songs. they sing any songs and all are acoustic. puuurrrfffeect maan. some of u might know them by now but i just got to know abt them .. hehh. they're cool. just like me ;)) jk.

anws, met ika in the afternoon cos she wanted to return her lib books and i wanted to borrow some .. seriously, it's getting bored nowadays so i guess reading a book helps me gain back some of my school knowledge. HAHA, as if .. then she came to my place for a late lunch and things got chaotic when sissy's friends arrived. LOL man, i really thought i was gna die from laughter. but thank god i was used to their humor. nyehahaa. then afterwards had dinner at pastamania with mommy and sissy. we were supposed to go there on x'mas but mommy insisted that we shld go earlier cos she's afraid it might be packed. so i guess we'll be going somewhere else on that day ? yes ? no ?? after which we went to search for mommy's shoes but instead, i got a dress !! weee .. im a happy girl =)) wont mention where i bought it .. nyehahaa. sissy had to leave earlier so i continued window shopping with mommy. found out that the sales were awesome. like really u know .. almost all are half prices. sighhh .. if only i had the money. but mommy hinted me about her BONUS. woooohhhooo !!! i wont ask much though .. *winkwink* so currently right now im just sexcited about tmr .. cant wait to see the sunset and enjoy the coooollllddd breeze. it's gna be one sweet night. =))))))) all smiles man. and to ika and ira, enjoy your trip babes !!! once both of u comes back, WE REALLY NEED TO HAVE A MEET-UP ! will be missing u. MUAHS. =))

TAFN.

When everything seems like the movies, yeah u'd bleed just to know you're alive ....... <3

you're the closest to heaven that i'll ever be.

2009-12-17T00:22:00.003+08:00

had dinner with miho a few hours ago .. i only had dessert anws cos i ate rice twice today. TERRIBLE RIGHT ? life's all about eating for me now .. since i've got nothing to do except for house chores. which i dont. nyehaha. pls, dont ask me about jobs okay ???? thanks. will be heading to sentosa this fri and i soooo cant wait ! nothing beats a beach date. hell yeahhh .. ;)) anws, im having trouble sleeping nowadays .. prolly cos im always out till wee hours of the night. but no, even when i dont, i still cant ! it's tiring me. and i always end up getting up at 1 or 2. this is absurd maaan .. i cant continue like this. otherwise, i'd be a pig. =(((( with that, i promise myself that i will be going jogging later tonight at 8. yes , i will =))

track that im addicted to right now , iris by goo goo dolls. =DD

the lights will inspire u.

2009-12-14T01:27:00.003+08:00

firstly, i wna thank HISBULLAH for accompanying me to wing tai the other time for a job application. THANK YOU SO MUCH DUDE. hahahhaha ! so how ?? can alr ?? satisfied ? nyehaha , jk . but seriously, thanks so much. AND FOR THE TREAT TOOOOOO !!! haha , it was a deal dude .. so wht's a deal remains a deal. ;)))

had a date earlier on with miho. ate at arab street's cafe and headed down to one fullerton's starbucks. im starting to love that place .. just imagine , drinking ur coffee by the river with someone special (or whoever luhh okay) and listening to soothing music played by the cafe. SUUUWWWEETTT. but the minus point right now is that the IR is still being constructed so the view's kinda bad. im sure once it's done, the view's gna be nicer. =)) sissy's back from zoukout and i can see how worned out she is. few has been bragging me to go next yr. haha , u wish. i dont think i can handle crowds .. like wht i said in one of my past posts, i hate crowds. especially places where u get all sweaty and stickkyyy. bleagh. okay fine, i know some may say " seriously sherry, once u're 18, it's guaranteed that u will go clubs ". alright, whteverr. we'll just wait and see okay ?? so who's coming with me ?

okay tafn and tyfr. no idea wht's tyfr ?? NYEHAHAH. guessssss ....

TATA. =)

and guess wht ? i just deleted all the words but managed to get it back cos of the UNDO button. WAHAHAHAHAH !!!!!!! fuuhhh , lucky uhhhh.

2009-12-12T20:06:00.002+08:00

kak's out to zouk out while mommy and daddy are cycling to god knows where. so im all alone at home .. did pretty much nothing except for using the comp since noon. waited for calls but to no avail. sigh big time .. the cough and flu that i had last sat isnt going away and this sucks. now my phlegm's thick as hell. such an irritant. tried eating mommy's sambal kicap and woah man, it did let out huge amounts of phlegm. HEHHH. disgusting horr i post. =)))

ima watch some movies now .. maybe 2 ? to kill my boredom.

things just cannot grow.

2009-12-11T21:09:00.002+08:00

spent the whole day on the comp. that explains three posts for today .. mind the first one. i was so cranky.

anws, ya'll shld listen to sara bareilles and ingrid michaelson's winter song. that's the title btw .. it suits the dec mood. very soothing. im so lovin it. =)) speaking of 'lovin it', i did not managed to stay true to myself of eating mac only once a month. last month , i ate thrice ? i think .. if it's not because of MIHO who keeps sending me mac. haha, my personal macridaaaa ;))) and so far this month , i ate twice. actually once cos the second time , i only ate fries and drank green tea. so it's counted as once !! nyehaha. didnt went jogging that much cos i found out my triceps were getting bigger. or is it biceps ?? which one uhh ?? anws, yikes maaaannnn. i wouldnt wna have a small body with humongous legs. that'd be absurd ! so i try to jog like only thrice a month. nyehhhhh. ima try doing crutches EVERY NIGHT now cos i have one round and huge pec .. wahahahah. =)) so i guess this might be one of my new year's resolution. ;)

im not sure how ima spend my new year anws. might be having a lingerie night slumber party with ze grrrlsss or a night out with miho. either one would be fantastic cos the first would be hawt and sexxaayyyeee the second would be kinkyyy. HAHA, no luhh .. it'd be good , clean fun okayy ??

right now , im eating my grandma's pastries. so , tafn. I GOTTA STOP MUNCHING.

this is wht i call the shit.

2009-12-11T16:56:00.002+08:00

http://www.francesfarmersrevenge.com/stuff/serialkillers/sagawaconfession.htm

Got this from shiqin's blog. This is wayyy beyond psycho. I didnt put the pics anws cos it's not for the faint-hearted. This is just his confession. ENJOY .. =D

If you play , you play for keeps.

2009-12-11T16:25:00.002+08:00

im facing the downs of life right now. not good =( sometimes i wonder why must i face this and that it's not fair. and im not patient. at all. some say patience is the key .. but wht if it gets out of hand? still stay patient?? i've learn to not be patient eversince the starting of this year cos some ppl changed me .. so it's not my fault u see. u GUYS pulled the trigger. i can tell that my x'mas wont be nice. no shopping , no thrills , no candy. so ima just stay home and watch x'mas movies .. maybe a dinner with mommy and sissy too. if u ask me how im feeling right now, i'd say i feel like a loserrr. big time, to the max- loserr. c'mon , make me the laughing stock. see, told u im really facing the downs of life. if u think this is some emo shit, it's not. fck, i dont even care if it's some emo shit. nothing can make me happy at this moment. not even food. i cant wait for 2010 to come and i can kiss 2009's ass goodbye. seriously, 2009 is not a good year for me. from the worst love life to hideously done o's. WHY OHH WHY MUST IT BE THIS WAYYYYYYY ..... i just hope this will end soon.

dreams really do come true ? sigh big time ..

2009-12-10T13:07:00.002+08:00

foolish.stupid.arrogance.ignorance.shitty.messedup.fuckedup.hopeless.useless.

no proper updates. sorry.

when our eyes met , i swear it was like sex.

2009-11-29T19:02:00.005+08:00

IM BACKKKKK. =))

sorry for the lack of updates .. was too lazy. hehh.

there's loads to tell and first off was my bday !!!!! i reaaaallllyyyy loved it luhh goddamnit. i was so glad that i got to celebrate it with my dear classmates .. =D spend the whole day at sentosa and we had loads fun ! though i got sabo-ed just a lil' ;) i just wna thank to all those who've wished me through fb or text msgs or even face to face. THANK YOU SO MUCH U GUYS !!! and also a big thank you to those who gave me big surprises. =DDDD the last surprise was seriously like a grand finale. HAHA. u know i know we know. ;))))) wht a way to spend my 17th bday. so here are a few pics of us at sentosa. for more, add me up on fb ! ;))
and if u've been wondering wht i've been doing this past few days .. all i did was sightseeing and explore more of some areas in singapore. DAMN FUN i tell u. and yes ! i've got a job !!! will be starting veryyyy soon. shopping anyone ?? ;)))))))

HAPPY BURSTDAY. =D

2009-11-22T00:09:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BURSTDAY TO MY DEAREST KAKAK !!! 19 ehhhh ??? wahh , for all u know , u're gna be 20 and then a few more years , u'll get married ?!?!?! omg luhh .. HAHA. okay let's not get that farr. ;))

for ur 19 years that u've spent with me and my 17, u've been the greatest sister and nothing can replace u , not even a persian cat. (though i want one badly) =DD despite all the bickerings and squabblings that we had, u always never fail to just forget abt it and make me smile. honestly, w/o u , i wont get good relationship advices. im glad that we're very close though u always come home late at night. or shld i say in the morning ??? HAHA, jk .. im very happy cos i get to spend more time with u now that the o's are ovaaaaaa !!! cant wait to go out with u once i have my pay =)))))))) i think that's abt it and thank you so much for being a one-of-a-kind caring sistaaaaaaaa.

all smiles =DDDDD

i lurve u luhhh !

u're an asswipe. U KNOW ?

2009-11-21T23:00:00.002+08:00

i bet u dont even know u're an asswipe. u dont think i know that u're referring to me ?? HUH ? pls , this ain't no hate post or anything cos i f**king swear i've got no time for u and i think i've made things clear last night. IF U GET WHT I MEAN. i didnt wna be mad at u but after seeing wht u wrote, im sure u're asking for it. blame urself for triggering this. if u're telling me it's NOTHING, then why in this f**king world did u even wrote that in the first place ??? just to get urself laughing ???? is that it ? and trust me, that's the lllllaaaammmmeeessstttt thing i've read. i dont f**king care if i sound harsh or crude. and u do know SARCASM WONT GET U ANYWHERE. all i wanted to be were friends and there u go ruining it. calling u that wasnt RUDE mind u. pls, i've had enough of this and i seriously dont wish to see any of this NONSENSE anymore. cos i know im out of ur life and so are u.

Im in love with my own sins.

2009-11-19T21:56:00.002+08:00

had dinner which was ice cream at gelare with a guy named fate =) was supposed to catch 'christmas carol' but someone had to come late .. right fate ???? =D as for the rest of the afternoon , i spent it at home watching the growng up series. how i love that show .. it reminds me of my younger days in cck back in my old house. every afternoon i'd watch it before taking a nap. heeee. see , even when im small i alr know how to watch the show. *cadbury ad eyebrows* i kinda have a routine at home now that i have nothing to do .. if im not watching tv , i'd be on the comp watching movies , if im not on the comp , i'd be doing the house chores and at night , i'll always think abt going jogging. if i dont , i'd just slack on my sister's lappie. and if im not doing anything at all , i'll eat ! so there is no doubt i'd get fat by the end of the month. YIKES ! i gotta start going to the gym man .. idc if mommy dont allows me to go .. after all , it's all for a good cause. RIGHT ?

ohh yes , i've changed ze skin. pretty cool eyy ? okay i know ya'll might have seen it before but honestly , i havent and i looovvveee it. it took me 2 hours before i can come up with a puuurrrfect one. i guess i'll change it soon too. hah. cos i prefer my blog to be PINK. hehhhh.

alrighty , tafn.
spread ze love ppl.

and do u guys know i have twitter ??
http://twitter.com/FairySherry
FOLLOW ME. ;))))

Is love a lie?

2009-11-17T15:56:00.003+08:00

graduation day wasnt much that i expected. but it was very sad to see the teachers crying cos of us leaving .. nvr thought it'd be so soon eyy ? and the food for the reception was not that good. the noodle was like damn sooouuurrrr and the cheesecakes were sweetless. if there is such a word. i was kinda sad cos most of my classmates had not turned up. but it's okay , we'll meet this 23rd ! =DD

got home and slept all the way till 2. got a call from this person who thinks idk him but unfortunately for him, his voice was so easy to tell. LOL =))))) try again ammar. ;)) have been on the comp eversince and im ROTTING slooooowwwwllllyyyyy ...... seriously, i have to get a job asap. i hate it when the HQ says they'll call back but in the end they dont. f**k luhh , if dont wna hire just say uhh ! make my life difficult know. hmph -_- i guess i'll have a jog laterr just to get me occupied. and to lose this pounds i've gain. ya luhh , happy alr whuuttt o level finish .. HAHA.

ima rot now. byeeeee.

starstrucked.

2009-11-16T21:36:00.002+08:00

was supposed to have an interview today but sadly it's next week. so i went out with my cousin and my sister instead to have an advance bday treat. =)))) mac for lunch and celebrity brownie for desert ! yuuuuuummmmmm. and right after that , i swear i had sugar ruuussshhhh cos the brownie was sooo daaamnn rich !! plus the ice cream. wow man. but of cse, it's nice cos it's free mahhhh .. nyehahaha =DD

so tmr's graduation day and i have to prepare like loads of tissue. wouldnt wna have a face full of mucus right ?? cos i know i will cry. i think uhh .. i didnt last year cos i know i had to come back so most prolly this yr i will roll on the floor , wailing like a baby. HAHA. i hope our video cld be played .. cos it didnt during teacher's day ! dumbasses. -__-

and i've been slpg like 5 am in the morning almost everyday but yst was exceptional cos i slept at 6. why ?? i couldnt get my mind of paranormal activity. =(( i was so scared that i sweat okayyyy. but i will have to force my self to slp early today cos i have to be up like 6 in the morning tmr. sheesh man.

alrightyy ppl, hope ya'll have great night and the deal is still on ! ;)))

so long my luckless romance.

2009-11-15T23:06:00.002+08:00

heyya (=

so life has been pretty much mundane since the last paper. all i did was to hang out and house chores ? daaaammmmnnnn. will be having an int tmr at kovan and hopefully i'll get the job. at where u ask ? CANNOT TELL. muahahaha =DD so cant wait to get a job. once i start saving , i'll be able to splurge like there's no tmr. ;)) speaking of which, Christmas sales are alr here ? so fast riiiiggghhhttt ?? and like i've yet to get a job ?! wait for me !!!!
i love Christmas. not that i celebrate it or anything .. just love the JOY. HAHA. i hope 'love actually' will be aired on tv again. i can watch that show like a kazillion times and not get bored of it. serious ! ohh yes (!) , i watched 'paranormal acitivity' OLONE. alllll oooollllooonnneeee. it was some scary shit okayyyyy. to those who've yet to watch, pls do so. =) i'll say it's the 2nd best horror movie next to 'shutter'. yes indeed ;))

and i realise, my blog's full of nothing except posts. -____-
I WILL UPLOAD PICS ONE DAY.

alrightyyy , im duuuuunnnnnn.

i <3 sezairi and whoever can tell him to sing a bday song for me on my bday will get a chocolate from me. HAHAH. can uhhhh , i broke seyyy .. or willy wonka factory ? so anyone up for it ?? =DDDD